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wayne is the only person who calls me Angel. he usually calls me angela, but on occasion he calls me his Angel. that's so sweet & special to me. because that is the root meaning of my name, Angela. and i definitely fulfill it...you say i don't sound like an angel... angel means "messenger of God", "one who gives messages from God"....that would be me. i was fulfilling it before i knew what my name meant. i'm from the "city of angels" parish/county (los angeles, the angels in spanish)....i know i fulfill my name....my mother named me intentionally....waynes middle name (michael) means "one who is like God"....his first name (dwayne) means dark. anyway,...my mothers name is celeste, which means "of the heavens, the divine, the sky, the celestial"...so i am an angel who literally came from the heavens...the divine place....the sky....her mother, my grandmothers name is lillian, which means "God is an oath...God is a vow"...meaning Gods word is a sure thing...when God makes an oath or promise, it's not like the promise of man, it is sure....so Gods oath gave birth to the celestial/heavenly/divine...who gave birth to an angel, the messenger of God....my grandmas mother, my great grandma's name is evelyne...which comes from the root word, eve...which means the mother of all life..so she is the beginnig, the first of us...and she literally is because she is the beginning of our divine jewish heritage...she is pure jew. she is the reason for all of us ..so the mother of all life, gave birth to Gods oath, which gave birth to the divine heavens out of which came an angel, the messenger of God...me...angela, thus bringing you the true word, literally from heaven....

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the reason i have such loathing & disrespect for waynes "mother", is she tried to kill my God ordained union with the man God created & purposed for me. my one true love, she tried to deny me of....and tried to make him give that love to another girl. i'm not like a lot of girls who get "married" over & over, or date a lot of guys, or have a different man every year. i've kept my self chaste for years for my own God given husband...i served the Lord, been obedient to him...after 10 yrs or so of real dedicated bible study & being in HIm, and having gone thru many tests & trials in obedience to Him, God leads me to new orleans...to the 1 true love He created & ordained for me....after a LIFETIME of sacrifice, i was 29 yrs old at the time i moved to new orleans, i'm 37 now...after 29 yrs of being kept & preserved by God, passing many tests, and being led to my true love...she tries to kill it. her son was so happy...i was happy.....because we have found one another. true soulmates found one another. really i found him. you hear wayne singing to me "you're the one....i want for you to have my son"? he meant that....they were jealous & tried to destroy our love. worked roots on us to break us up, cause me pain & confusion & suffering and they didn't even know me. knew nothing about me. been doing this for years. the reason we had so many problems was that roots were being worked on us. to cause problems in our relationship...to destroy what God put together. see the evil? and for YEARS they've been doing this. you hear waynes friend, bingo, telling me how wayne feels about me...saying "i love her...i really do". they know who the 1 is. they're not worried about anybody else. they still trying to get my husband "on their team". working roots on his mind for years to steal my husband & try to FORCE him to be on "their team", all against the plans of God. they think wayne is some plaything. some brass ring to pull on, like in a tug of war, "no i'm pulling him over to our side", "no i'm pulling him over here". wayne is not some "thing" to be pulled on, so that dumb, evil people, a dumb, lost, misguided broad, can stand next to him in pictures and feel powerful, like she is somebody. knowin u aint nothin, because you practice & plan evil, crooked, liar, deceiver, manipulator, crack baby, hoodrat wannabe star, probably conceived in an alley next to a dumpster, by a john that your momma serviced in order to get a hit of that glass dick aka crackpipe. the clothes you wear are worth more than you are. because your soul is evil, twisted & wicked. this dumb ass world is fooled by a face & a smile. i'm not. i see u devil in disguise. trying to carry a purse to feel good about yourself, dress to feel lilke you somebody. when a person practices evil & unrighteousness & wickedness they aint suppose to feel like sh*t cause they aint sh*t! your evil, your lyin, your coniving, your morally bankrupt ass is what you're worth, not the clothes on your back. you thought you stole from me, stole my name & money, but your dumb ass didnt factor in God takes back all that was stolen, places it into my hands and slaughter the evil doers for tryin it on Him! didn't factor that in did you? didn't factor these tapes in, didn't factor in the fact i can speak & write and articulate well. that's what dummies do. go forth, head on with evil, without even having all the information. welcome to your demise b*tch, it's been a long time coming. and you want to come up against a holy, righteous, chaste woman of God with a stellar bloodline. a REAL california girl, not a fake wannabe celebrity with no morals & no intelligence, trying to live off a name God created for another woman. AND U KNOW THAT. this is why i smash hoes. yes i serve God, but i'm still from compton, and brutally honest, and yes she deserved that. don't say nothing to me about the words i speak. these people have been DOING not just SPEAKING evil against Gods will for my life for a very long time. so i have the right. when you've gone thru what i have, suffered like i have, walked thru fire like i have, been put thru what i have by these people, then come & correct me. until then shut up. i'm sorry. wayne is not a trick or a retirement plan for dumb broads & their dumb ass schemes. wayne is a man, a human being, who has a call on his life as my husband. and wayne has a wife named angela that he was born married to, according to the will of God. He is my husband. i repeat over & over because broads been trying this stupid sh*t for years and i'm tired of it. wayne is not some rag doll to pull on. to try to get him to sponsor your foolishness. his time, his love, his money belongs to me & him. God created it for me & Him. that's why all the broads that have schemed to get what wasn't theirs, have a very rude awaking awaiting them. God gives me all He intended for me to have. and He redeems the time, meaning he makes up for lost & stolen time. He RESTORES the YEARS that the locusts has eaten, joel 2:25. God redeems the times, redeems time itself, and restores it back to me. He PERFECTS that which concerns me. a bunch of baby mommas & their mamzers is not perfection, so i guess God has some work to do. He's not letting anything or anyone steal anything that He intended for me, not my name, place, postion, title, not 1 dime, 1 cent, i second, 1 hour. not my love, my time with my man, my seed, He redeems it ALL. and restores it ALL back to me...He can do that He's God. the things the enemies tried on me, God is like servpro, He'll make it "like it never even happened". even if my mind was disturbed, God corrects that. my mind & waynes. the mind is part of the soul. and He restoreth my soul. so even if i lost my mind, He'll give it back. waynes too. God is doing a work in us, with us. wayne knows the call of God on his life. not a ministry or change in career, but the call of God on his life as my husband, *WAYNE, THE ONLY HUSBAND GOD CREATED & PURPOSED FOR ANGELA*. can you believe a "mother" would try to destroy the plans of God for her sons life. try to destroy the only real & true love her son has known. would try to work roots on a couple God purposed for 1 another in order to FORCE him to do her own will? would you believe they've been trying it for 8 yrs now? i suffered because of this evil "woman". she's absolutely nothing to me. she tried to seperate me from my true love & FORCE him to give all my time, my love, my holidays that God intended for me & him to share to someone else, God did not purpose for him. and for many years it "worked". but in the end evil never wins .wayne & i always found a way to connect, even if only by telephone...but true love cannot be stopped. she tried to kill it. jesus says the enemy tries to kill, steal & destroy. wants to destroy all that is good, all that is holy, all that is pure, all that is God. are u starting to see why the judgement is so great upon these evil people? and you don't know the half. they're dead. God is doing it. they just been puttin efforts towards their own demise. so that i wouldn't have to deal with them. the pain & suffering i went thru was me paying for their death. they earned their death by doing all that evil, day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year. for 8 yrs now AND COUNTING. as you can see by this interview & the show on b.e.t. they're still doing evil. knowing damn well who i am, and how they got that proposal, knowing they tried to steal my identity as mrs. carter, she now trying to build a life on the theft...STILL doing evil. before this interview & show, awhile before it, she knew i was alive...saw me on myspace, making cvomments on my husbands page. she could have backed down then and not tried any further evil, cause she knows what time it is. but no...that was actually the fuel, the catalyst for the show & interview...to do further evil. they know what they're doing is evil. DOING IT ANYWAY. i guess has a feeling of hopelessness. the games are over. the truth is out....

you say this sure is bad timing, with nivea bein pregnant & this show being out. no it's good timing. it's Gods timing. He's not going to let anyone lie on Him, what He created & purposed for me, or steal it. His timing don't revolve around these lost broads who don't know where they're supposed to be in life, who try to get somebody elses man & steal somebody elses life, His timing is going to revolve around HIS plans & me. not misguided, lost & evil peoples. He's coming in & smashing the lies...the time is ALWAYS right for justice, truth & righteousness to prevail. these broads were suppose to be nowhere near my husband at all, not in his life at all, ACCORDING TO GODS PLANS & PURPOSES. their just trying to do THEIR OWN DISOBEDIENT THING. Gods real plan ANGELA & WAYNE is already established. why are they here? they don't know where they're suppose to be in life. wayne is to consider my feelings, not no other womens. a man is suppose to consider the feelings & desires of HIS OWN wife, not some other womans. they are out of order, not me. but that's why God corrects. see God gave time for wayne to correct things & put them in order, a long time. when a man doesn't do it, God does. He's not going to let His will for my life be disrespected, He won't be mocked. so order has to be established some way. All God invested in me before conception, thru conception on, thru childhood, etc, his word, his protection, to bring me to this place, preserved me thru car accidents, roots, etc...you think He did all that for someone else to get what He intended for me? but all injustices towards me, ANY & ALL will be accounted for & paid for. somebodys making payment toward a wrong they did to me, right now, with cancer. when you submit to God sometimes, you have to be cold, what people would consider cold, but God considers right. Gods will & the devils will can't both be fulfilled. it's got to be 1 or the other. you cannot serve God & mammon. people get hurt, they get hurt. they get hurt when they disobey God & try to steal someone elses destiny & life. they hurt themselves. you can never serve God effectively worried about people. you better worry about God & if you're pleasing to Him & doing what He wants you to, cause He's the one who has your heartbeat in His hands. it's His air your breathing, His food you're eating...you better get it straight. i don't care how many people or groups of people try to talk you out of it. if God said it, obey Him. you have to defy momma, daddy, sister & brother, if it comes down to it, to do what God wants you to do. but then if people are workin roots on you to destroy your free will & make u fulfill their evil plans & desires, and you're young & constantly working & don't know whats going on, and your wife is from California & aint up on all this sh*t & they're workin roots on her to destroy her & your relationship, it would be a little more of a challenge, now wouldn't it? until after yrs, the wife figures out whats happening because the Holy Spirit reveals it to her & she sends the angel of the lord to slaughter all the evildoers who tried to rob her of Gods will for her life, that He purposed for her before the foundation of the earth, and He purposed for wayne, and they die because of their own evil....send the angel of the Lord, i almost forgot...i am the angel of the Lord...Angel--a

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if you were hoping for wayne to be with any other woman than me, for any other "relationship" to work out, besides Angela & Wayne, you were hoping for evil to prevail over good. you were hoping for wrong to prevail over right. injustice to prevail over justice. satans plan to prevail over jesus's. you was hoping for something other than Gods will. you was actually hoping for the plans of God to be defeated. and true love to be destroyed by whoremongers, evil "women" & lost broads. you were actually wishing for the plans of God to be killed. am i disturbed. you goddamn right. should i be? of course. is wayne disturbed? no doubt about it. most people who've been thru what i've been thru are not disturbed at all. they are dead. disturbed is a blessing. most people would have been dead. would not have made it through my childhood & adolescence, let alone this sh*t. if you've seen all that i have seen, you should be disturbed. i'm disturbed, but my enemies are dying. i'm disturbed, but i'm still in right standing with God & in relationship with Him. i'm disturbed, but all God purposed for me to have is coming to pass. i'm disturbed, but i'm well taken care of. i'm disturbed, but my enemies couldn't kill me, couldn't stop the truth. i'm disturbed, but i know more than ever. stronger than ever. i'm blessed. i survived louisiana rootworkers. another thing to put on my resume of what i've survived & overcome. many people don't survive. and they are dead. per God. wayne survived his momma. her evil in trying to destroy Gods plans for his life & trying to set up her own agenda. he survived nearly being killed by her thoughtlessness & ignorance. he survived childhood fame. growing up in new orleans, where many young black males die early. he survived/survives dealing with me, my neurotic behavior, which aint easy. when i think of everything that he has gone thru or been put thru, i have to say wayne is quite amazing. and so am i. we both survived roots bein put on us. with the help of our lord & savior. thank you jesus. these broads should not have tried to be a companion to my man. no one is suppose to know more about what stage you are in your relationship than you do. broads was looking too closely at our relationship, wayne & angela. they was peering into what they should not have been. the holy & sacred. your eyes are never suppose to look that intrusively into the life of a man and his wife. should have minded their own business. i have to say all this to set the record straight. cause when the truth is silent, lies like to parade in front of your eyes.

people are like, oh she's so nice, isn't she sweet? evil is never sweet. Jesus didn't say, your so sweet, enter into heaven. He said he that doeth the will of my Father, which is in heaven. sweetness don't get you anywhere with God.and people are fooled. like who you want to like. but don't be like, that's unfair that happened to her. no it's not. evil is judged. why is it unfair? because she had a nice smile? people are deceived. when bad things happen to good people. bad things don't happen to good people. justice happens to everybody. God allowed me to go thru what i did, so that my enemies would be worthy of the judgment & take themselves out. they shouldn't have tried to f*ck with this 1 in a million broad. waynes true love & his true wife is a bad muthaf*cka. i'm a cool person. i don't go around condemning folks, i live and let live. it's just my enemies that get it. if you're not my enemy, you have nothing to worry about. if you're not trying to steal something that belongs to me or trying to break up my God given union with my soulmate wayne or trying to harm me, my family or friends, you need not be worried. if you're one of the ones who tried to destroy my relationship with wayne in any way, or aided & abetted those who did, the wrath & judgement of Almighty God is on you. if you're trying or tried at any time since 2001 to have sex or a romantic relationship with my God ordained husband, you will bear your judgement. no 1 is escaping. you can fill in the names yourself of "women" who have tried or actually did just that. see, this is a whole nother ballgame. a lot of the people who read this magazine are secular. not saying nobody up on here knows God. but with me & wayne, this is the kingdom of God made manifest on earth as it is in Heaven. this is different from ALL other realtionships. NOBODY is touching the kingdom of God. this is on a whole other level. they can't hang. not come near. that's why the consequences are so dire for those who tried to harm it & defeat it. DIRE. u know i don't sound like the average broad. cause i'm not. none of this sounds like anything you've heard before. God don't wait for an invatation, He comes in where He wishes. He created all this. i'm just the vessel. He'll turn a message board into a book. He's God. this, s2s, was the place of Gods choosing for Him to reveal truth to the world. that's an awesome thought. God knows i'm for my people. and that's another thing. with all i know historically about new orleans, it being one of the 1st slave ports, and the history of slavery, you wouldn't think there would be so much black on black hateration. i couldn't believe black "women' would try to do this to another black woman. sick & sad. it's not what you wear or drive that makes you special. it's who you are inside. your moral integrity and character. my clothes will never be worth more than i am. but in this world you have two dollar hos, wearing two thousand dollar clothes. clothes worth more than they are. cause they have no morals, no integrity. will do people wrong, steal, lie cheat. they aint sh*t, no matter what they wear. they're the type of women that give real, good women a bad name. they'll sit there, look you dead in the eye, and lie to your face. phoney ass coniving pretenders. you could never be me. wayne knows the difference between me & every other broad. oh yes. and there is a HUGE difference between that which comes from heaven & the earthly. ...as far as what i said earlier about all things revolve around me, they do. all things revolve around God, what He's doing. the real. everything revolves around that. that's why people had/have such strong reactions to me. God affects things. the sun in the sky represents God. all things revolve around it, the earth, moon, stars, it is the star of the show. the solar system. it doesn't revolve around us on earth, this earth revolves around it. people revolve around me, because God is in me, and i do His will. i can never revolve around other people, they have to revolve around me. that's the order of God. not my husband. my husband & i are one in God. i'm isaeli (jew)..jews & the land of israel are 1 & the same in many ways. this whole world revolves around israel. did you know that? from prophecy on down. that's why we're always in the news, all eyes on israel. no matter the country, the world sets it's watch by us. it can be no other way. this is Gods doing. so yes, all things revolve around me in a very real way.

with the exception of the mamser that came from the stripper, i fathered all the other kids after that. because all things revolve around me. what??? you know who reginaes father is? jacida, waynes momma. the father is where you spring from. yes wayne is the biological father. it takes seed to create a child. but seed is not just sperm. seed is also a thought, the original source from which you spring. his momma is the original thought from which she springs. it was her thought that told wayne to have a baby. she was the BEGINNING of reginae...not wayne. wayne just followed thru to fulfill HER wish. she is the father, the original source, the starting point of that child, not wayne. she is the real father. that's why she tries to protect her creation by any means neccessary. this whole scenario was her brainchild, her invention. in wanting her creation & plan to succeed so badly, she tried/TRIES, for YEARS, to make her son sin against Gods true plan for his life, ANGELA & WAYNE & all God purposed for us, that was made IN HIS MIND. your idea versus Gods idea, and Gods idea will win everytime. your plan versus His plan, He will kill your plan. BECAUSE YOUR NOT SUPPOSE TO BE CHALLENGING HIS PLANS. and when you do, you get you and your plan judged. cause you have no common sense. know that the fake marriage happened in 04. i was made manifest since oct 01. that means for 2 YEARS prior to the fake marriage, they were trying to destroy our relationship. that's how dedicated they were to evil. that's what i mean when i say dedicated vessels for satans use. determined to do evil. see it all started when i arrived in oct 2001. remember, she had 5 yrs to be with this man. she wasn't. from the day my toes hit new orleans soil, they knew i was the one. so they been workin roots on me the whole time, for 2 yrs prior to the fake marriage. it all jumped off with ME. not nivea, not nobody else. A-N-G-E-L-A. from there the clock started ticking. it's like this. she couldn't marry wayne before me, there was nothing there. there has to be SOMETHING there. i had the SOMETHING. the something was THE DESTINY GOD CREATED FOR ME TO HAVE. that would be as waynes wife. it is intagible BUT IT IS A SOMETHING. they knew that. so they tried to switch toyas destiny with mine. by working roots. just like in the movie the skeleton key. someone has to be sacrificed. not killed. but for the 1 who wants to steal the remaining years of the other person, a switch has to be made. from 1 person to the other. there has to be SOMETHING to steal. before me, there was no 1 she could steal the proposal from & life from because NO OTHER BROAD HAD MY DESTINY, BUT ME. GOD GAVE IT TO ME. this broad looked so long & so hard she saw that. she knew all those other broads wasn't the 1. there was nothing to steal from them. but because the destiny was really mine, the destiny of being THE ONLY GOD CREATED & PURPOSED WIFE 4 WAYNE, she now had something she could steal. see in new orleans, not only can cars & tangible items be stolen, but destinys, life spans, souls, minds, ideas, identitys, personalities, can be stolen. it can even be successful, unless it's tried against somebody like me. then it's your ass, your mind, your life, your hopes, your dreams, your health, your soul, your teeth and anything else you can name. i have to say this...evil never wins. even when it looks like it is. if it has to be taken care of on the other side, it will be. God is never mocked. for my life, it's taken care of now, on this side and beyond. she just didn't think i knew who i was. or what belonged to me. i have patience. new orleans has root workers, body snatchers, soul switchers. and they also have a lot of graves....moving to a new city won't save you, because the judgement of God will find you wherever you go....when your numbers up, it's up

i'm the father of the babies, sans the 1 by stripper, not because i am the original thought to bring them in this world, but the anger that brought them into this world. and anything i create through sin (anger & the words springing from that anger), are in remission. because my sins are in remission. remission means to go back. when someone has cancer & it's in remission, that means the cancer is GOING BACK. those babies were conceived out of retalliation. waynes retalliation against me for the great anger & words that came from me out of that anger, that cut him deeply. many words i said last year. my husband never fights me back with words .he retalliates in other forms. the words i said were really scathing and attack on him as a man. they were wrong, but the anger that they spraing from came from a place of deep hurt. so my husband to prove his manhood & get me back for words i said, says, imma show her. he knows just what will hurt me. so he starts f*ckin b*tches without a condom. on purpose to hurt me. you say this is extreme. it is extreme. it is an extreme thing to do things that USUALLY have life long consequences & obligations out of anger. but that's how angry he was. i will say i didn't hold back with my words, and they went on for weeks on end. the hurt went deep in him. so this is his attack on me. no joke. his way of attack. this is an example of all things revolving around me. when he's angry, it's me. when he's in love, it's me. these broads don't know this. they're just pawns in the game. they don't know i'm the 1 who created those children...and they were created out of anger/retalliation. and the words i said to wayne, were a sin, those children sprang out of retalliation of those words, and all my sins are in remission (going back). so the fruit (what's produced, children, etc) of MY sin (anger, hurtful words) are going back, because all my sins are in remission. this may be too deep for many to understand. Jesus came for the remission of sin. if those children came from my sin, and they did, and my sins are in remission (going back), then it means those children are going back. wayne, once again, didn't produce those children. i did...he simply REACTED to what i said to him, and lashed out at me & impregnated them. if i had done what God told me to, which is don't kill with your words, then none of those broads, nivea, lauren..would be pregnant. they don't know my angry words are the original source (father) of those seeds. they don't have a clue what's going on. but does anyone who can't hear from God? not really. they just allow n*ggas to use their bodies. even with nivea bein on my husbands myspace page. she was on as 1 of his friends. when i told him to take her picture down, he put it at #1. he only did that because i told him to take it down. she probably thinks he did that cause he loves her. he's just reacting to me. what broads think is love, is my husband intentionally trying to hurt me, because i've hurt him. no more. you say, no man will have a baby because he's mad at his wife. YES HE WILL. wayne is crazy. you say, no man will make choices with such life long consequences because he's mad at his wife. YES HE WILL! he's not going to affect all these people's lives behind his wife. YES HE WILL! but wayne knows also, i can wipe away any situation through my advanced powers in God. i can erase all his mistakes. so he don't take it so as seriously as someone else would. without hearing from me, none of this would make any sense. these dumb broads don't know what's going on. people looking from the outside can't tell. and wayne don't explain. even with me, in this moment this came to me. he don't need to explain to me, because the Holy Spirit shows me everything. i don't know how wayne knows all he does about me. probably because we're soulmates. where will the children go? God knows. i don't worry about the details. all i know is He said the fruit of sin is removed from our lives. and that's Gods word, wayne don't have nothing to do with that. you say why would i put up with this. i'm not. i don't have to. they're being removed. by God. sin is in remission. but i understand how they were produced. i understand things,. that's what makes me be with wayne. i understand where all this is coming from. when he gets over his anger at me, then what? you can't build a relationship off of trying to make your wife mad. even in trying to diss me, he's loving me, because he's doing it because of me, hurt caused by me. see all things revolve around me. you have no idea how many people paid the cost because wayne was mad at me. i wish he would just take it out on me in healthy ways. but broads lend their bodies to be used & abused like trash cans. that's on them. wayne can have a very warped way of dealing with things. as u see. but he's had much to overcome & deal with. his life hasn't been normal. sometimes people from new orleans think there are very simple solutions to complex problems. no there isn't. there are shortcuts. no there isn't. i think of the scene from baller blockin where they threw the man out of his s.u.v. & drove off with it. that's the n.o. way. it aint yours, just take it...steal it from who it really belongs to....now i'm shinin...

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a lot of the tapes are old because i wanted to go back & show the length of time our relationship has been going on and to establish the foundation of it. so you can see our love was the starting point of so many things...you don't really begin to live until Gods will shows up for your life on this earthly plane. the truly sad thing is that evil people tried to kill our love and destroy what God was/is doing. i look back at that and it is so sad to me. i never knew people like that where i'm from. we try to help one another, not harm & tear down one another. the california lifestyle & history is vastly different from that of new orleans i will admit that. coming where i come from we have so many more opportunities, etc. but whatever your conditions you come from, it is no excuse to do evil. when you realize there are people on this earth who would try to stop true love, a love from God, it can really make you sick. you see the total depravity of understanding and awareness of a person or people like that. you see the total ignorance & stupidity. the evil & wickedness. you know these people who have tried to stop the love between a man & woman, are truly sick people. they lack conscience, intelligence & are just totally depraved in every way. a scripture comes to mind, cast not your pearls before swine, gold in a pigs snout is not seemly, etc. wayne is a unique individual. most people will never know that level of success coming from where he comes from. but he has moral issues to overcome, his morality is improving. but God has to get the leeches off of him, who keep trying to attach to him and try to cause him to do evil. that would be anyone who tries to have my man for themselves, any female. nivea is lost. has been from day 1. doesn't at all know what she's doing or what she stepped in. she should have just kept going on with her own life, cause God chose wayne for me & i for him. an i'm not into the brady bunch, we'll all be together & be 1 happy family. that's not God & it aint me. God made 1 man & 1 woman, adam & eve. that is his original intention. and i keep it that way. this is not big love. antonia is still trying to leech off my husband, she still hasn't gone on with her life. she's was been suppose to be out. that's why God is kickin her ass out. when you don't go when you're supposed to you are then removed by force. this is what this is lady & gentlemen. know what this is. it is the exposing of lies that have been dancing in front of your eyes for a long time. i hear nvea wasn't wrapped too tight. i heard she tried to commit suicide when she couldn't get my man the first time around and ended up in the hospital. you will have a f*ckingt nervous breakdown, a coniption, trying to f*ck with mine & steal what God ordained for me. you will get torn up emotionally, mentally, physically & in every way possible, God will do it to you. because your head hard. you're not going to have what God created for me. and i don't allow thieves to steal what God has created for me. she is a sorry character. opening up her legs trying to land what aint hers. she's not special. she's very bad. trying to take what belongs to a righteous, God fearing woman, is VERY bad. she is in a VERY bad position. and she placed herself there. wayne didn't help. he knows Gods will, been knew it. that's whats so unimaginable. know one is responsible for anyone elses choices. when you're grown your'e going to answer for things you've done, not what someone else did. no one deceived her. no one tricked her. those are lame excuses. everyone has the potential to know Gods will. everyone don't want to be obedient & submit to Him though. she trusted in lies & deception. all these clingers on to my husband, God cuttin them out our lives. they've caused enough trouble & problems in our marriage, in our minds & in our life. they gonna pay for it now. and God will restore our souls. wayne wants Gods will & so do i. and we both know His will is for us to be together. he now has a tat on his neck that reads "God". that's me folks. the righteous influence of his real wife.

these other broads just trying to play my role. a role that's not theirs. and they're doing a very poor job. nivea think she can open her legs & smile & steal all God created & purposed for me before the foundation of the world?????? when i walked through hell serving Him for all these years. their lives amounted to nothing more than a lesson by me of what not to do. that's it. they did too much evil for too many years. trying & trying. what do broads think? they have no morals. i know people make mistakes. i'm not talking about that. i'm talking about when you keep trying to steal something for MANY YEARS and refuse to walk in the right path for your life. 6 mos is one thing, these hos been trying to do this for years. no life having, lost, b*tches. but that's why God smashes them. they fulfilled the amount of evil & length of time required to get totally destroyed. and actually made my lfie easier. never let your body move faster than your brain people. never let your body do things your mind doesn't understand first. cause when you do dumb sh*t, you gonna get dumb results. this is why n*ggaz up & dissapear out a broads life....because God plucked that man out of the bullsh*t He didn't ordain for that man & put him with his real wife. please excuse the word ho folks. one of the things i innadverdently picked up living in new orleans. i don't feel sorry for them. they caused so much pain to our lives. wayne gonna face his judgement also. he just cant die. God has a named stamped on waynes forehead. it's ANGELA....

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i told my husband to not get any more tats on his face after the first 1...did he listen? no.....momma aint gonna like this very much....this should have been a sign to me...he wouldn't confess the letter was a c, that should have told me the broad was evil, her own son wouldn't confess it to his real, God sent wife...but i took him at his word, until i saw it up close...still, i had much too much on my mind to figure all this out back then...but as they say, better late than never

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the audio is bad...this is pretty old...this conversation took place about a month before mack 10's first album came out on cash money. wayne had just gotten the c tatoo on his forehead....i asked what it was, he told me it was a d for dwayne...just lyin...i guess he didn't want me to think he was a mommas boy. this was all before i knew how totally evil his mother was & how she was trying to force him into a relationship he didn't want to be in and ruin the plans of God for our life together. i knew i loved wayne with all my heart...i didn't have the total revelation yet that he was my God ordained soulmate & husband, that God created for me before the foundation of the world. in this conversation clip between me and my husband, he is ordering folks around him as he is wont to do...he is also freestylin to me, his beautiful wife, angela...if u listen carefully, u can hear him whisper he loves me under his breath at 1:35. it's real quick and real low, but i don't miss anything. he does this in every conversation that we have. so i wont point it out anymore, u can catch it for yourself. but he's been doing this now about 8 yrs or so. i lose track of time...but around that amount of time...i have a plethora of studio outakes & freestyle rap from my husband gathered over all the years...the fans should enjoy it

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me talking to waynes friend bingo...we had a lot of conversations...since a n*gga was in jail he had nothing but time on his hands...he put me up on a game, to a certain extent, me bein in a new city & all ...he was locked up for a few years...so we talked periodically...throughout the years, while he was incarcerated...wayne kinda used him as a middle man between us...when we were mad at each other sometimes. i guess he felt he was older & wiser...waynes younger friends use to call my house playin on my phone, etc...

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...good power move...but u didn't have 2 worry. i had no plans on changing my mind & removing none of this....i told u i can give u the first book for free. simply for wanting the truth to be out now. it is strong, but truth can be strong. but who would like to believe lies instead of the truth. if lies were paraded in front of your eyes for a long time, which it has been, then the truth is even more satisfying. with understanding everything makes sense. what u see with nivea and have seen, since the very first time she has tried to have a romantic or sexual relationship with my husband, is an adulterous affair. nothing more. it is not a relationship, it definitely isn't love. it is sin. and the longer the sinning the greater the punishment. you can grab a bowl of popcorn, sit back and watch all i say come to pass. i can tell you the end of these things before they've even occured yet. i'm telling you the time, in the middle, while it is still unfolding. you think these other broads can do that? they don't even know what time it is with their own life. people trying to get fame/glory/recognition off of my work. off of my sowing. what i put in wayne. wayne was a celebrity before i arrived in oct 2001, but notice, he blew up AFTER i came into his life. that's what true love will do. he already knew nivea in a friendship capacity for awhile before i arrived. you didn't see him blow up after her. or after toya. you saw him blow up after ANGELA. cause that's who brought the true love into his life. they just simply tried to reap where they sowed not. they didn't put the fire in him, i did. they just tried to come in after and reap the benefits. but they reaped the judgment for trying to steal what they didn't plant. toya don't even know why wayne got as big as he did. she trying to be like, yeah i had something to do with it. she had nothing to do with it. she trying to make it like she was his choice, when it was eenie meenie, minee moe, who will have my baby. and he wasnt even with her when i arrived. she was mad cause she couldn't get him to do in 5 YEARS, what he wanted to do with me in 2 MONTHS, and that is get married. that's the difference true love will make. but she trying to be like, "i'm mrs. carter". and his momma, thought she was gonna slide her in my place. not. momma went ballistic when she found out i was still here, because she knows, toya cant pretend to be me effectively. because the real one is still here. this is what happens when your lost. nivea didn't even know she was in an adulterous affair. and theres nothing pretty about adultery. in Gods eyes it carries the same punishment as murder. both were capital punishment sins, side by side. when the enemy uses people, he makes a mockery out of them. the 1 who sang, don't mess with my man, is the same 1 who doesnt know who her man is. she thought my man was her man. but my man is my man. she don't know who her man is, cause she was too busy trying to get mine. these people are damned, from birth. God gave them many years, at least 7 for nivea and longer for toya to use the time he's given to get their act straight. to repent of their sins, to walk in the way they were supposed to, to try to get what God made for them, not another woman. that's what grace is. a time God gives you to get yourself right. not to continue sinning,. but they've proven, they had no intention of repenting (turning around), changing, doing right, and going in the path for THEIR OWN life. no matter what, they gonna march on in the wrong direction, even went deeper in sin, to the point of even trying to have my husbands children, and steal what God purposed for me. in 7 yrs, she could have been well on the path of her own life. but people will try to steal to the very end. that's why you can see their destruction coming. now she so invested in a man that don't belong to her and a life that's doens't belong to her, do you think she will turn back in the right path for her life now? if she hasn't yet, do you think she will now. that's why you can see their iminenet destruction at hand. it's plain to me to see. it's too late anyway. unrepentant. she took it to the point of trying to have my husbands child. now her and the child are doomed. because God aint playin. i've been faithful. if i had been backslidden, or fornicating, commiting adultery myself in retaliation, then their punishment would not be what it is. BUT I HAVEN'T!

the reason wayne is even still alive is because of me. he already knows this. God can't kill him, becasuse God has to fulfill all He promised to me in regards to wayne, because i have been obedient to God. if i was backslidden, wayne would be dead. my obedience & faithfulness to God kept me & wayne alive. wayne knows himself, with all he's done against Gods will 4 our lives, (and he knows Gods will since late 2002), he's suppose to be dead. that's why he said in the song with the game, he says, why am i still alive? that's 1 thing that's unnerving to my husband, he's aware of his sins he's commited against me and against Gods will. but yet God hasn't struck him. it's not gonna work like that. but that's the way he expected it to work. i'm going to fulfill all my bodily lusts, sin, and God will strike me, and i'll pay the cost on the other side, when i have to, in the meantime, do what feels good to the fullest. he really thought it was gonna go like that. but he keeps waking up in the morning alive. and it surprises him, because he knows all he's done against Gods will 4 our lives. that's why he said why am i still alive. but God aint gonna let a man choose how the judgement comes, Gods gonna choose. wayne can't die. because of me. i'm keeping him alive through my obedience to God. but guess who can die? guess all the people who are candidates for judgement by death? i know this is unusual for you to hear, because you're used to pastors telling people, every one in the building is gonna get a bentley next year. people give false hope in order to keep the tithe rolling in or to please people. i speak the truth. if God cant kill wayne as a judgement for his sins against our sacred & holy union, how can He judge him then? because the things that wayne did are indeed worthy of death, according to the bible. if God made him go broke, that would affect me in an adverse way. and Gods not going to affect me in an adverse way, because i've remained true to His will for my life. If God killed him, how could God fulfill His word to me of us becoming man & wife on this earthly plane, as it is in heaven? and if He killed him, it would be like killing me. If God struck him with sickness, that would also affect me adversly. how can God bring justice for me and punishment to wayne in way fitting the sins of adultery he's commited against our holy union, sins commited for years, without hurting me or killing him? remember adultery in the bible is a capital punishment offence. the penalty for it was DEATH. but wayne can't die because of me. so how can a death penalty be instituded in a way that brings justice for me, but punishment for wayne? think about it. FOR MY SAKE, matthew 24:22, He cant kill him. notice waynes surprise when he raps, why am i still alive, what have i done so right? those are real words from his heart. he knows he should be dead. so how can God punish him, in a way that is just & equal to the sins he's commited against our holy union, sins from oct 2001 to present? from oct 2001 the will of God has been made manifest on this earthly plane. now knowing roots were put on me to harm me and cause distress, and you can figure who would have had motive to do that, factor that in. you can arrive at your own understanding of what God will do if you really were honest. but you don't know the half of what i've been thru with wayne & because of the roots. all those who tried 2 harm me or Gods will 4 my life will go. because 1 of me is worth many of them. their debt is to be paid in the flames of hell for eternity. it scares wayne that he is still alive. because he knows Gods not going to kill him. so the judgement has to come some other way. this is another reason why broads will be judged. in truth, THEY'RE LIVING OFF OF ME. trying to anyway. if wayne is alive because of me, and he is, then they're actually living OFF OF ME. what they're really doing is STEALING OFF OF ME. they think they're living off of me, but they're really dying off of me. because wayne is kept alive because of me, and for my benefit & Gods benefit, not theirs. they are thieves, trying to steal what doesn't belong to them. they are "women" who go after a mans weakness & not his strength. but they judged themselves, therefore, erasing themselves. now after you've been serving God all your life, didn't backslide, stayed in the fiery furnace for years, was persecuted for righteousness sake, was chaste while others were promiscuous, stayed in the word, while others were partying, and paid dues too numberous to name, walked through your desert for nearly 40 yrs, do you think God means to bring you into a promise land full of baby mommas, stress & problems? did He do that with us, he children of Israel after we walked 40 yrs in the desert? did he bring us into a land that was drought stricken, full of stress and problems? thats not the way of God. he brought them into a land flowing with milk and honey. they paid the required cost. and not everybody made it in. now after all i've been thru do you think He's bringing me into a land of stress or do you think He's going to do a matthew 13:41-43? i think he's going to do a matthew 13:41-43. the damned actually tried to prevent me from being with the man God created for me to be with, and coming into the place God created specifically for me. what do you think their fate is? they tried to bar me from my own God given territory & set themselves up, like it was theres. what do you think God will do to them? they tried to act like what is mine was theres. STILL TRYING TO ACT LIKE IT. watch for yourselves what God will do. adulteresses and the mamsers they produced gotta go. they cannot steal what God created for me. has nothing 2 do with there's enuf 2 go around. how much there is is irrelevant. this is not "everybody take a slice". you try to take a slice from my life, from my money, from my time, from my husband, you gonna pay the cost you can't even imagine. because i'm going to require it. i've gone thru too much, too long for the sake of God for it to be any other way. ALL *GOD* created & purposed 4 me, will be delivered into my hands. why would people not want it that way? why would they not want God to fulfill HIS purpose & destiny for a persons life? because they're evil, greedy, wicked, unrighteous & the seed of satan. you're suppose to WANT 4 Gods will to be done. not mad because His will is being done. you're suppose to rejoice at good winning, not evil. at right, not wrong. truth, not lies. how is God going to remove them? He has His ways. but when He says you can't stay, guess what? you can't stay. i can hear people now, God aint gonna tell no man to forsake his own children. He's not? genesis 21:10-14.

abraham & sarah. God promised them a child in their old age. they had no children. sarah got tired of waiting. she came up with a plan, that God did not tell her to do. that was over 2000 yrs ago. to this day, there are problems going on because of her plan which she implemented over 2,000 yrs ago. the plan she came up with was for abraham to have sex with the maid (bondwoman) & have a baby, because, "that's what God must have meant". but that's not what God meant. God says what He means & means what He says. He said the child would come from sarahs womb. not hagars (the maid). well the maid did get pregnant from sarahs man made plans, which God didn't tell her to do. and began to grow up. but guess what. true to His word, sarah got pregnant, just like God said she would, IN HER 90'S. a miracle seed. now you got Ishmael, the seed of the flesh (earthly plan, that came from the mind of man, oops) & Isaac (the seed of the divine, that came from the mind of God). both growing up together under the same roof. you know somethins gotta happen. just like 2day, the seed of the flesh (ishmael), began to harass the seed of the divine (Isaac), and antagonize him. sarah saw it and said uh uh. this seed of the flesh aint going to be heir with the seed of the divine. get her and that child out of here. now, that's was her husbands real blood, BIOLOGICAL, son. surely God wouldn't tell a man 2 forsake his own son. what did God say? genesis 21:12. he told abraham to HEARKEN UNTO THE VOICE OF YOUR WIFE SARAH!!!! IN ** ALL ** THAT SHE SAID UNTO YOU DO IT! see why you shouldn't do things out of the will of God, when God ALREADY showed you what HIS plans for you were? just like he's shown wayne since october 2001, with me & him. now what if abraham would have said, no God, i'm not going to do that? you don't want to know what would have happened. thank God he didn't say that. he obeyed God. now notice something. sarah IS THE ONE WHO CAME UP WITH THE CRAZY PLAN. AND GOD *** STILL *** TOLD ABRAHAM TO LISTEN TO HIS WIFE AND DO WHAT SHE SAYS. now if God did that for a woman who came up with the plan for her husband to have a baby with another woman, what will He do for the woman who DIDN'T come up with the plan for her husband to have children with other women? how much more will He back her up? i didn't tell wayne to have babies with other women like sarah told abraham, but proclaimed the will of God from the beginning, as God told me to. and sarah indeed is my biological, blood mother. guess what? she's jew. of the chosen people of God, like i am. i descend from her. because all jews descend from Abraham, Isaac (sarahs son, not hagars), and Jacob. guess what hagar (maid, bondwoman, slave) was? gentile, like nivea, toya, the rest of the baby mommas. is it becoming clear to you? God is the same yesterday, today & forever. the flesh can not compare to the divine, nor the earthly plan to the heavenly. can't stay under the same roof. or have the same future. GOD won't allow it. you gonna argue with God? If Abraham didn't obey and get the woman & child out, God would no doubt have killed them. by Abraham obeying God and getting the woman & child out, he saved their lives. but when a man refuses, he gets them killed. BECAUSE GOD WON'T BE MOCKED! it aint a game people. Abraham was rich, rich, rich. he had more than enough money to take care of isaac AND ishmael and a city of kids. why can't we all just get along? BECAUSE WITH GOD IT DON'T WORK LIKE THAT! *** HE **** seperates the wheat from the tares, the sheep from goats, THE CHILDREN OF THE MAN MADE PLAN FROM THE CHILDREN OF THE DIVINE. THIS IS THE ** LORDS ** DOING AND IT IS MARVELOUS IN OUR EYES. what HE does is to be applauded, NOT CRITICIZED. because He does what is right. are you going to find fault with God? of course most of the people on here will say to God, thats hatin! people talk and don't know nothing about the word. that's why i ignore muthaf*ckas. the divine line goes Abraham, ISAAC, and jacob. not Abraham, ISHMAEL & jacob. those born of Isaac are the israelites & out of the israelites came the jews (jesus & mary & myself). those born of Ishmael are the Ishmaelites (mainly muslims by blood). the births, of isaac & ishmael, happend IN GENESIS, the first book of the bible, way before Jesus showed up in matthew, many many generations before he showed up. and jesus showed up 2,000 yrs ago. so you know this happened a very long time ago. 2 this day the israelites & ishmaealites (jews & muslims), go at it. the seed of the man made plan, STILL TRYING to harass the seed of the divine. seed of the man made plan STILL JEALOUS of the seed of the divine plan. so it is in my life. still trying & still failing. they don't even know why they don't like you, they just want to harass you. something about you. yeah theres something about me, i'm divine & you're earthly. an earthly person (gentile) can do right and obey God, just like anyone, jew or gentile. but because they continue to try to defeat you, they are showing you they are the seed of the flesh.

wayne is still alive because of me. God does many things for the elects' (chosen) sakes, matthew 24:22. i'm the elect (chosen) of God. how do i know? you know you're the elect when 1/3 of the WORLDS population of your people died in the 1940's and you're still here. and you happen to be jew. when your people are less than 0.2% of the worlds population, but get 100% of the attention. we created hollywood & run it. we gave yall jesus the christ. without us you wouldn't know God. we wrote the bible. that thang on your grandmas coffee table, came from us. the christ came through us. that's why for eons of time, theres been so much jealousy of us.now the ishmaelites can at least claim to be abrahams children, which most the world today cannot, but they are the children of the bondwoman (hagar) & not of the free woman (sarah). here is the difference between the jews & the muslims right here: different MOMMAS! that's it. same father (Abraham), but different mommas. for you to be a jew/chosen one/israelite, your momma HAS to be sarah, not hagar. IT'S THE MOMMA THAT MAKES THE DIFFERENCE! to be a jew, your MOMMA has to be jew. my momma is jew, my father is black. most people have to go to ancestry.com to find their ancestors, do a family tree. but i can open up the bible and see my ancestry through abraham, isaac & jacob. something else for muthaf*ckas to be mad at. do you see where i'm going with this? that's why there's such a diffrence in the children i have from wayne & other broads trying to have my husbands baby. i'm the only jew up in this equation. the rest of them are gentiles, and gentiles who try to steal from a chosen, elect one. you don't see the seriousness of the situation. and it's the momma that makes the difference. now ** God ** not angela, made at least, * thousands* of races, cultures, bloodlines a person can be born of....ethiopian, native amrican, russian, dominican, mexican, sudanese, irish, italian, nigerian, chinese, korean, phillipino, puerta rican, german, etc....and yet he catagorized people into just 2 catagories...JEWS & GENTILES. anything that isn't jew, comes up under gentile! and that would be more than 99.8% of the world. jews are less than 0.2 % of this worlds population. that tells you how rare we are and how special to God we are, and why people have hated since the beginning of time. and many lie claiming to be us and Jesus said it is even blasphemy to claim to be us if you arent, rev 2:9, revelation 3:9, those are jesus words not mine. don't shoot the messenger. but aside from physical bloodline, i'm simply Gods will & choice for wayne, they are not....and all things revolve around me...

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...splices of a general conversation between me & my husband wayne. no rhyme or reason....although my husband is very hot for me, as usual, hot & bothered over his wife Angela...which a man should be 4 his wife...u can hear him whisper my name as usual...and show his desire 4 me as usual....in some places you can hear he is almost convulsing with desire for me. love you husband...but mainly just miscellaneous talk & jargon...parental advisory

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when a man loves a woman....

my true love wayne asking me if i love him...love u daddy

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...real new...you got the right name, cause that's how u sound. real new to the world, real new to truth, real new to life. real new to how God operates. how u gonna tell her the tapes don't sound like him, when this broad used to call me playin on my phone herself? she knows who i am. real new you a real fool. try going to page one, and reading all i wrote. but u one of those who read 2 words, cause that's all u can take. go right to the tapes. i can play you tapes of her, dummy. now tell her that's not her. your a fool. how am i using Gods name in vain? u don't know. u say i'm judging her. telling the truth about someone is not judging them. let me explain something to you real new. jesus called a liar, a liar. a deceiver, a deceiver. a fool, a fool. was he sinning? jesus didn't sin. so no. as far as judgment & judging, God had & has prophets throughout this land who speak His word, who do pronounce judgement, because God said let the people know judgement is coming. He is the same yesterday, today & forever. when i speak, i give u chapter & verse, and can back up all i say with proof. cause i'm not a liar. she thought she was going to make me mad with a show i don't even watch, on a network i don't watch...she thought she was going to crush me, hurt my feelings. not. i know too much about the time, darling. been knowing. that's real rage & anger in her because she couldn't destroy our relationship, couldn't destroy the plans of God for our lives. never will be able to defeat God. this was suppose to hurt me. the pictures, the show. scenes of her shopping, etc...he he he...lmao. she just shows to the world, she's ignorant, lost & foolish. to those who can see. that is what she is. you're ignorant when you try to live an identity that God never gave you, when you know waynes real wife been here sind 2001, you're foolish to try to destroy what God ordained, cause it can't be done, you're stupid when you lie to the world. this was suppose to get me like, aha! and it's coming back on her like aha! she's a fool. she thought i had no documentation of my relationship with wayne all these years? she thought she was going to lie to the world like, yeah i'm his true love, from the beginning, this, that & the other. when he wasn't even with her at all after 5 YEARS, when i came to new orleans! you hear his friends tellin me he loves me! u a fool. denial is not just a river in egypt. she's MAD & ANGRY, because all she tried and she wasn't able to destroy our relationship. so now she thinks she's going to cause problems between us and make me mad by getting on tv. she's a lot little girl. she's MAD cause she can never break me, and MAD cause she can never be me. she will waste grown peoples time in order to try to make me mad. and it aint even working. but what is wotking is Gods punishment on her for trying to defeat His will & our relationship. He's just gonna stomp out the foolishness, and keep His will rollin on top of her stupid attempts. you can't touch me and you can't be me. i'm too high up. you can't lie & pretend to be me! you can't lie on my God. He created that place & name for me & He will destroy anybody who tries to claim the identity He created for me! and He likes that i stand up for His will, cause God knows there's enough cowards in the land, who are too afraid to speak the truth. people will fight for a man that don't even belong to them, they will fight for their drugs, but i'm crazy because i fight for God's truth. i don't think so.

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see...my husband knows my calls are recorded...i love my baby...he knows me like no one else....

All that crap from Angela is bull that doesn't even sound like lil wayne on that recording, foolio! And I like Toya, she is alright. So what if she doesn't have good grammar, atleast she's trying to better herself. For those of you who say that she is stupid, you just mad, cause you can't be her. See she is laughing at you stew-heads right now. Gone toya do your thing Ms lady, cause I'm not mad at ya. People keep talkin about God, and everdently you don't actually know Him, cause if so you wouldn't use His name in vain. Or you wouldn't be trying to judge Toya. Yes she was married to Wayne and she went through a few things that many of you are going through with a broke negro or with some one elses husband or man right now. Atleast she was the first wife. So what you know Nivea, and not once did Toya say anything bad about those other babies' mothers. Thats their dumb butts, not protecting themselves, and know this man just had a baby with a stripper. Atleast Toya was one of the His firsts. LEAVE HER ALONE! Let Her do her thing. For real though, it's sad how people hate! And Angela I am going to pray really hard for you.

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everyone who calls me, friends & family knows that all calls are recorded. here is an excert of a conversation i had with 1 of waynes closest friends, bullet. as u can hear for yourself he knows my calls are recorded. he don't like it, but thatt's too bad. i have to protect myself against liars and shady business people, he's not going to be looking out for my wellfare. of course my husband always knew from the beginning. because i am a woman of honesty & integrity. i hide nothing. i do this for business reasons & to protect myself. obviously it was neccessary, because later down the road in time, a lyin ass b*tch would claim to be me, and would even lie and try to tell you, wayne never knew me. of course all lies are eventually exposed. i keep no secrets, tell no lies, i live above board and out in the open. i'm not a deceiver, liar or trickster.

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what did a lyin b*tch think? that i couldn't speak? that she could go on lyin forever? i wonder what's in a stupid broads mind sometimes. knowin damn well this n*gga loved/loves me with all of his heart. b*tch thought she could bury me, bury the truth. muthaf*ckas know, they can add up 1 & 1, she just can't. that's how u was gonna tell the lie? he proposed 2u on your first mothers day, which would of been MAY **1999 **...and miraculously FIVE YEARS LATER, out of the blue, he wanted to actually do it, all of the sudden? ahahaha, you lyin ass b*tch. he was feelin like he wanted to be with his family? is that why he kept pursuing me? i am his family. i am his REAL God ordained wife. not no fake ass b*tch lyin & pretending. but u already been knew that, now didn't you? that's your lyin way of explaining how u got the results of puttin roots down on a nigga. because people were shocked, and knew it was unusual. it was unusual because the results of roots is always looks unusual. you trusted in his dumb momma? you really is lost. the truth is killing the lies. shouldn't have tried it on me. shouldn't have tried to hoodwink the world. his momma thought she was controlling things like a svengali, she just got herself judged for encouraging a lost broad to challenge the plans of God for her sons life. she led you straight down a losing path, cause she was on it herself. see this b*tch right here, angela, can add & connect the dots. this dumb woman nearly denied the world of waynes gifts and talents twice. once by telling him he aint goin nowhere with his rappin and to put his tablet down, the 2nd time by nearly killing him by leaving a loaded gun in the house so he could get it and shoot himself with it. IN THE CHEST. stupid broad. then try to further get him punished by God by telling him to sin against Gods will for his life, and disrespect his real wife, in order to fulfill your brainless agenda you tried to yoke him to at 15 yrs old. your a stupid "woman". kids who get their parents guns and shoot themselves/others usually have parents that go to jail or have the child removed from the house. why didn't they do that with her? because she would further go on to try to bring harm to him for encouraging him to sin against God. this woman is blind, dangerous and stupid. did all that and led a lost teenage broad to be more lost. that's just what we know. what don't we know? i wouldn't leave a child around her if you paid me to. evil broad. judgement of God coming down fast on you baby. shouldn't have tried it on me. shouldn't have told lies to the world.

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i'm glad for the observation of sum1 on here from new orleans who can see when something is shocking. someone said on here they were shocked when wayne "married" this girl. you should have been shocked, because you, bein from new orleans, and your relative livin close 2 him, know more of what time it is then these other knuckleheads on here who try to challenge me, waynes true wife, and don't know what the hell they're talking about. i don't care how crazy i sound. i know the truth. and it doesn't matter how many people don't believe me, the truth has power in and of itself 2 expose the lies. that was my proposal she tried to jack. that proposal was mine. just like in the movie the skeleton key, where one womans life was switched with anothers by the use of roots (and i didn't write this movie, nor any of the others. so marinate on that), so this is what happened to me, as it has happened to many before me, natives and visitors. broads thought i would never figure this out. because i'm from cali, because i wasn't up on all that sh*t, and because they put roots on me 2 try to kill me, which is commonly done in new orleans, in case you want to say i'm crazy. i'm amongst thousands who came before me in songs, movies, books, documentaries, who had the same experience. but I'M crazy. ahahaha, unaware people. be glad somebodys schoolin you instead of trying to call them crazy. God knew what i would go thru, nothing surprises Him, He sent me anyway. He doesn't send his children to be defeated. He sends them to victory. His timing is curious, isn't it. it's terrible timing for my enemies. the truth coming out now. when they went so far out on a limb. so far out into the "public eye". i guess God wanted them to come all the way out and be fully exposed. because they just wouldn't quit. this girl saw me on myspace, saw comments i put on my husbands page...that was way before this magazine and tv show. i spoke righteous words of truth. she could have backed down then and prayed about all i said, before going forward with lies and deceptions. that's why people kill themselves. the evil always kill themselves. they do it to themselves. everytime. fully in their power and capabilities to save themselves, but won't. rather die doing wrong, than live doing right. just like pharoah. she got used to a name, title, that NEVER was hers. liked that people considered her "mrs. carter", but those who considered her that, were deceived. i admit it would probably be hard to try and find yourself, your real identity if you had a child young, and came from a bad background/crack momma, etc, and u were connected to a celebrity, to give that up. but she didn't have to give that up. she could have just said, i'm his baby momma, etc, that's not a bad place, i'd like to be his wife, but i know i'm not that (cause inside every female knows if she's the 1 for a man whether she wants to admit it or not), I KNOW ANGELA IS THE ONE, i'd like to be the one, but if that's not my place, it's not my place. let me back down. all would have been well. but no, she gotta try to steal my place, my God given name, my God given title, my God given husband, get rid of me with roots, try 2 separate us, attempt 2 steal my place, which God didn't create for her. that's where the punishment comes in. she could have just took her place. dumb.

now, think on this. i came to new orleans in october 2001. wayne just turned 19. before i stepped my foot into new orleans, he had ALREADY known this girl AT LEAST 5 years. she had a child by him. he was of legal marriage age, her also. they had a child together. by the time i came to new orleans, why wasn't he already married to this girl? not only was he not married to her, he wasn't even with her at all. 5 yrs is plenty of time to tell if you want to be with someone or not. you don't even have to be 18 in louisiana to get married. you can be 16 as long as you have parents permission. and trust, his momma would have given her permission and so would hers. so what's really goin on? if i'm not mistaken, his daughter was born in 98, so when i came to new orleans she would have been going on 3 yrs old the next month after i arrived. if i remember correctly her birthday is november 29. so the child is 3 YEARS OLD, he's known this girl 5 YEARS, of legal marriage age, no doubt she would have married him if he asked, but he didn't ask. why not? know why? he couldn't have gotten married 2 her, before i arrived in new orleans, because I, HIS REAL WIFE ANGELA, hadn't arrived yet. AND I AM HIS REAL WIFE. he couldn't get married before me, because real love hadn't come into his life yet. wayne wasn't thinkin bout no love before me. I AM THE KEY THAT OPENED UP HIS LOVE AND HIS NOSE. this is not a brag or a joke, i just have to make things plain. but the audio proves everything i'm saying to you. thank God for that. because a lyin ass b*tch, would try to tell you i never knew him at all if it wasn't for the audio. now wouldn't she? lyin, deceivin ass. oops. wayne cared 4 her so much, he didn't even bother to warn her, before she went public with all her deceptions and lies, that i had these tapes, even though he knew OFF TOP from the beginning, all my calls were recorded. can't say he didn't know, because i have tape of him saying he's aware of it! but wayne don't want to lie anyway about all this. he's not a liar. i even played tapes of our conversations back to him. he liked it. he played his own, messages i left for him, he played for his friends. bullet even knows my calls were taped. so wayne knew for 8 yrs all my calls were taped. now, how much love for a broad u think a n*gga has, when he knows you about to go all out in magazines to spread your deceptions and tell of some "fairytale romance", and he knows i got all my memoirs and documention of our love going back to 2001? WAYNE KNOWS ME. THRU AND THRU. i never thought anyone could know me the way wayne does, never even thought it possible. but the things that come from God are superior. at any rate, he knows i been the same since the beginning, almost 10 yrs now, goin back to our conversations in cali. i've been consistently the same. know why? cause truth doesn't change. he loves you and knows i can humiliate you by telling the truth and got proof of the truth, and he don't say a mumbling word to you to even warn you? wake the f*ck up people. he wanted the lies to be exposed. because he knows if lies are told about me or my God ordained union with wayne, he knows i will speak. that he knows. he knows i'm vocal, WHEN I NEED TO BE. and quiet most other times. she don't know me. because i was quiet most of the time, she thought i'd be quiet all of the time. but it aint on wayne. he did no wrong. he told her not to do the show...dumb people don't listen. she got carried away with herself, with her delusions and fantasies. she really thought God was gonna let her live under my identity. she thought that because it looked like she was getting away with it for awhile. but don't truth always catch up to you? don't it always take time for the judgement to come. the word sure is right. thought she could keep going. do you really think you could jack someones identity and it wouldn't be told?

now all the years he had, BEFORE I EVEN ARRIVED in new orleans, to fall in love with this broad and get married and he didn't. she has your 1 and only child (at the time), you've known her for years, you're of legal age, and NOTHING....i can hear the excuses now,..."he was young...he didn't know what he wanted,...other broads...temptations". a man knows what he wants. he knows who he loves. stop bullsh*ttin yourself. our love is greater than anything he's known before. the things of God always are. they are superior to the man made & earthly, john 3:31, james 1:17. our love was/is so strong, everyone around him knew it, and word got to her, and his momma. and they didn't like it. they didn't rejoice in Gods will coming into waynes life. they wanted their own selfish will. even though all the years they had with him before i arrived showed them she wasn't the 1 for him, they still would try to kill the real relationship that God has established. but what God established can't be killed. you can only kill yourself trying to kill it. they took a hell of a gamble and lost. out of jealousy, they began to try to destroy our relationship. his mother began to try to force him to be with this girl. pressure him into marrying her. that's the way of his mother. force, coercion, strong arm, pressure. so jealous and green with envy behind the love that wayne has for me, people will attempt to try to harm an innocent woman with roots. when she's doing what God called her to..with the man God created for her. they saw the change in wayne because of me, the love i put inside of him, the fire i lit, they then tried to force me out of his life and capitalize off of what i, his real wife put inside of him. "now we gonna direct this toward u"..."u knew him first"...etc, etc. dumb sh*t. wayne and i just kept connecting, despite their evil efforts, kept connecting, just like now, never will stop. dumb broads after 9 yrs now, still 2 dumb 2 realize this is real.

right up until that phoney "proposal" 2 her (will explain in a minute), wayne was loving me. still is. LIKE HE IS SUPPOSE TO PER GODS WILL. he wanted to marry me. his friends knew it. he was really proposing to me, not to her (this is not a fanstasy in my head, read on). i didn't realize in the beginning how much i unintentionally frustatrated wayne. because of my carefulness and caution. i love/loved wayne will all my heart. still do. and i also couldn't see, in the beginning, the change i made in wayne, because until i met my tru soulmate wayne on this earthly plain, i didn't know what his behavior/personality was like prior to me. people who knew him prior to my arrival in oct 2001, could see plainly the changes he was going thru. i had no previous experience with wayne to be able to seee how he acted BEFORE me, and how he acted AFTER ME. so people said, she's blind to how much he's lovin her, let's cause problems between them. dumb people. he was wanting to marry me for a long time, i just couldn't see it. people know this. the urge to marry me was so strong, and this broad knew this, cause her and his momma, watched with every breath how our relationship was progressing, getting updates from his friends, monitoring his every move, and his developing feelings for me, and his momma knows her son, and he was loving me so hard, ray charles could see it, so i know she could, and she knew he was about to pop the question to me...so what does she do? use roots to switch his proposal from me, his real God ordained wife, to her. oh yes. been workin on him and me. to seperate us and to cause harm to me. they been workin on me since late 2002. so while i'm going thru because of the roots, and coping with what i have to cope with (because they know i would be preoccupied dealing with all of the crazy happenings, thus giving them opportunity to try to steal my God ordained place), she then uses roots to switch his proposal from me to her. THEY ARE FULLY AWARE OF THIS AND WILL FRONT TO THE WORLD LIKE WAYNE JUST CAME UP WITH THIS IDEA OF A PROPOSAL ALL ON HIS OWN, OUT OF THE BLUE, KNOWIN THEY LYIN AND FRONTIN. wayne didn't even know what happened. i didn't know either at the time. let me tell u a tale tale sign of roots. when deep inside you know things should be happening a certain way, and in WEIRD AND STRANGE ways, things are happening that you know are the opposite of how it's supposed to be, or when weird stuff not normal starts occuring in your life, and you happen to be in new orleans, watch out! wayne wasn't suppose to know, he was very busy and preoccupied himself, and a person may know deep down inside the truth about their parent/loved one, but don't want to face it that that person could be so evil & vicious. they don't want to admit it to themselves. but the results of roots are always temporary, only Gods will is permanent. so they couldn't f*ck with me from the start. just was hoping against hope. anyway, thats why after the tricked & deceptive "proposal", wayne immediately appeared in a video wearing the t-shirtt that said "future ex-husband", for all the world to see..lettin the world know he don't want to be with this girl. the video was earthquake. no one who is suppose to be a newlywed, or still in the honeymoon stage of their "marriage" would ever wear something like that, RIGHT AFTER the "wedding". makes no sense. but it makes sense when you know what time it is. his soul knew he didn't belong with her, even though his concious mind didn't know it because it was manipulated by roots. they had been working on his mind. this is the "love" they have for him. and the "respect" they have towards Gods will. your "marriage" may go sour, but it aint gonna go sour that damn fast. it's just a testament to the truth. there was no real "marriage" or no real "proposal". he did it, yes, but under the affect of roots. and he did it because he was yearnng to be married to me so badly. they did a switcheroo, just like in the movie "the skeleton key". now why is it that movie and what happened to me are so similar? if this is just my imagination and i am crazy? someone please answer that. and not just that movie, but many movies & songs. we all crazy? people i don't know and never met. we all just having the same experiences, the same hallucination? over the course of decades & centuries. tell yourself whatever you like.

the soul knows where it belongs, no matter how hard or long you try to enslave it by controlling force, it will rebound against you. because you keep trying to get a result God didn't ordain. for months after the false "wedding", i didn't know nothing about it. wayne went on like nothing had happened. because to him nothing did happen. that's why his shirt said "future ex-husband" and his actions followed through with legal divorce. because you can't steal what God created for me. the person on here said "she was shocked because of the "marriage". things created by roots look shocking. they look out of place. it didn't make no sense to the girl on here. those kinds of things are and seem out of place. because they are. they're a temporary result obtained by man thru the use of trickery and manipulation. and it shows. it goes down so hard for her because she thought she got away with it. for years she's been trying to live under a false identity, and seemingly able to, had people fooled. a name that never was given to her. because if God didn't give it to you,it's not yours. her daugher was a carter. his momma was a carter. wayne is a carter. she wanted to be a carter. but she was never ordained by God to be that. she was just gonna force her way into it and steal what didnt belong to her by any means neccessary. theft, and trickery, no problem. . here is the reason for the judgement. God wasn't going to let her have my place. so obviously wayne had to "divorce" her. so she hangs on to pictures of an outcome she created her own self with roots. THAT IS SAD. knows that people are unaware, so shows these "wedding photos" to others. and they believed them. cause if you don't know what's really going on, and can see as the holy spirit reveals the truth, you have no choice, but to believe what people parade in front of your eyes. that's why God sent me. i am the deception killer. the lie anhilator. the truth speaker. they don't know this was a manipulated event. a result of roots, a split second in time, photographed. so that a lost broad could claim a name that never was truly hers and try to build a life and identity off of what God created and purposed for somebody else. yes folks. so that she could forever use the last name Carter, my true last name, a name she actually GAVE TO HERSELF! now here is the reason for the calamity. remember what i said about tree roots? if the root is bad, the tree is bad, the leaves are bad...etc. if the proposal was gotten by deception & manipulation (roots)...then the proposal is untrue...because it didn't spring forth waynes free will but was the result of roots....then the wedding is untrue....if the wedding is untrue......her being his "wife" was untrue....if her being his wife was untrue....then her being his "ex-wife" is untrue.....if her being his ex-wife is untrue...then her last name being carter is untrue....etc, etc...alll it takes is for the root (foundation, beginning) to be untrue, and everything on top of it or that springs out of it is also untrue! like produces like! that is an unchangeable law. oranges produces oranges. apples, apples. lies produce lies. and truth produces truth. it can be no other way...that's why when jamie interviews her, she shifts her eyes, looks away, comes out of the blue spurting stuff, trying to establish some credibility, cause she knows she doesnt have any. she knows the whole thing was built on a lie.....now this is the reason the show nor she can make it ultimately....i never watch the show. i saw the 1st one, only because it debut after an awards show i was already watching. i don't need to see it, to know she's a liar and deceiver. i already know that from personal experience. i don't let lies into my eyes. i'm sorry for people who do. who can't tell the difference between the authentic and the fake. the very first advertisements for the show had her friend saying to her "you're not just lil waynes ex-wife"...right then and there, disaster. she didn't say to her, "you're not just lil waynes baby momma"..or "you're not just lil waynes ex-girlfriend". no. if she had tried to established her identity on that, she may have been alright. but then again, probably not, because she already did too much other evil. she's just making it complete, for her complete distruction. so she shopped the premise for the show off of the false fact of being my true husbands ex-WIFE. which in truth she never was. the show is based partly on a lie. and not only a lie, but a lie against The Almighty God, who says I am the ONLY mrs. carter He created for wayne. now, she may try to move away from that lie and go into more of trying to establish her own identity, but what is the ROOT of her even being able to obtain the show in the first place? do you think it was based on her being waynes baby momma. uh uh. she couldn't have gotten it with that. not standing next to a broad who has an established singing career. her presence on the show is based on the false assumption that she is the ex-WIFE of wayne. which in truth, she's not. and when you try to build on top of a lie, the whole building, no matter how many floors, all comes down, because the foundation (root) is a lie. that means ANYTHING that she gets, that comes as a result of people thinking she is the ex-WIFE of wayne, comes based on a lie and deception. and the people don't even know it. but God knows it. and that's what matters. He runs the universe. the earth is THE LORDS and the fullness thereof, and they that dwell in it. so all that comes as a result of that lie is destined for destruction and disaster, as all things built on lies and deception are. and those lies will kill her. because she's still trying to live off them. put wings to them and life to them. held up by evil and the unknowing. but when the truth comes, it is the end of the lies.

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what good is an inheritance if you don't live to enjoy it? someone tried to steal an inheritance from me, they were diagnosed shortly after with a terminal illness. you can't play God. when will people learn? you can't steal nothing from me, without paying the cost. the bigger the attempted theft, the higher the price you gonna pay for it. broads thought they had everything paper tight. luke 12:16-21...you think your plans are air tight because they've been notarized, witnessed, contracted, lawyered, paper tight? nothing is tight if God didn't authorize it. it can be changed, destroyed, reversed in the blink of an eye. if God didn't do it, it aint done. and if it tries to challenge his Real will, not only is it not tight, it couldn't get more loose. it is damned. that which challenges God is damned. He performs HIS word, not your desires, not Your will. He performs HIS will.

it's too hard for evil to hang with me. they can't do what i do. they can't go where i go. they can't have what i have. there was too much of a cost involved. and the cost was obedience to God, faithfulness to Him, doing good, living righteously, doing people right, loving Him, all the things that evil people can't do. they think they can grin their way into my Godly inheritance. suck their way into it. f*ck their way in. charm their way in. they're met with the righteous punishment of Almighty God. sooner or later. i've walked through fire for 37 yrs b*tch. and didn't denounce my God. didn't turn back. took what i had to take. now they're gonna take what they have to take. b*tches try to syphon off my life, my love, my time, my ends. they have no idea the price they're going to pay for it. it's a high price to try to syphon off of Gods will. you will acount for every second and every penny. don't take confidence in what a man tells you, if what i'm saying contradicts it. because i'm speaking from the word of God, who's word is never defeated. and any man saying anything contrary to what i'm saying, is he of Gods chosen people? did his people bring forth the messiah? has he been in the word over 25 yrs? who do you think would be speaking from God, that man or me? this all came to your attention because of the word of luke 12:2...the truth surfaces sooner or later. a man can't establish nothing if God is saying otherwise. that's why people have such a rude awakening. they've been trusting in what man says for a long time, when it didn't line up with what God was saying.

this broad couldn't find her own identity after wayne left her, so years later she tries to resurface again as me. it didn't work the 1st time and it won't work now. per the word of the Lord. she just keeps trying to challenge the Lord. that's why she goes down hard. so hard headed. that's a tuff way to go. still fighting against what will never be destroyed, because it's held up by God. she didn't learn the first time she couldn't be me, so now she has to have a harsher punishment from God, to get it thru her thick head she aint me. the day of that fake marriage, wayne & i were already established, the real marriage from God, ANGELA & WAYNE. that's why you couldn't succeed the first time, and now you come back around AGAIN, trying to be me, God is really gonna make an example out of you. you're too stupid to realize & accept YOU'RE NOT ME. people love to destroy themselves. when she wen't away the first time to wherever she went, she realized she didn't know who the hell she was. so she comes back trying to still claim my title & my name that God created & ordained 4 me. Gods going to prove His word people. He won't be mocked. nor will He let anything be stolen from His children. not the name He gave them, the place He ordained for them, nothing. God is working on waynes & I's relationship, which He has been doing. even though you kept trying to insert yourself into where you didn't belong. God will smash you & will continue to strenghthen the union He created and ordained. you don't belong here. you treaded on extremely dangerous ground trying to be me. God booted your ass out. you listened to an ignorant, blind woman, who knows very little. maybe she felt she had to make her will come to pass by any means neccessary, because she knows she led lost teens down the wrong road in life. so she tries to MAKE it work. by FORCE. you fool ass woman. you can't force nothing against Gods will. man you're stupid. wayne was kind when he said you're not too smart. this fool ass woman will go to the death trying to make wayne be with this girl. that's why she will go to the death. God will kill her for trying to force her plans over His. that's bible people. He's done it over & over. fool ass broads don't know when to quit. they gotta be made to. dumb, block head. head made out of brick. who would try to destroy Gods plans for 8 yrs. the dumbest of the dumb. would never say "maybe, you just weren't meant to be together. sometimes we have our plans but God has His"...she's too stupid to say something like that. that's too wise. just keep trying to force her will. "you in girl. i got u. you in good with me. my son gonna do whatever i tell him to. i make sure u & him be together"....fool ass broad. doesn't have the moral fiber to welcome the woman God sent into his life, and be happy for what makes her son happy. too stupid. aint gonna listen to what makes him happy, just gonna try to tell him what makes him happy. ignorant ass woman. couldn't rejoice in Gods will being done, had to try to force your own will. didn't consider the heart or feelings of your own child. i didn't expect your evil ass to give a f*ck about me, u just didn't give a f*ck about your own son or his feelings, what he wants, and what makes him happy. evil ass broad. selfish, ignorant, blind, stupid & try to lead others down the wrong path. a path of destruction and judgement, because you teach them to fight against Gods will & His plans. you ignorant ass broad. God will make this world a better place, just by removing you out of it. instantly better. let her think she could steal my name & place which God won't allow in any wise, but He will judge the thieves. you're too stupid & ignorant for words. you trusted in somebody that's goin down herself. fools leading fools and the blind leading the blind. wayne knew exactly what i was gonna say. he knows me exactly. he don't even care. he knows you a fool. you aint "too smart".

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i got a lot of reaction to the use of the term "bastard seed" & illegitimate. i speak the truth. i don't look at things the way this world does. in the worlds eyes a bastard is a child conceived or born "out of wedlock". that's not what i'm talking about. in truth, you can be a bastard, & conceived & born in fake wedlock, what the world would call wedlock. you can be legitimate and be conceived & born with no marriage at all. all "marriages" arent equal, some originated from God, some didn't. what makes you legitimate or illegitimate is whether you sprang out of a union that God put together, married or not. if so, He is the author, the originator of you. God is not the author of every seed on this earth.. earthly weddings don't mean anything if the union wasn't put together by God in heaven first. if the union (whether married or unmarried) wasn't put together by God, the seed coming from that union didn't come from God. that's pretty plain. it doesn't mean it's a seed of satan, it can just be a seed of the flesh, not from the mind of God. earthly, fleshly, not divine. you will see the difference between the divine and the earthly. it's the difference between night and day. the earthly can't hold a candle to the divine, that which came from the mind of God. it will look like nothing next to it. the earthly likes to dress up like the divine, but when the real divine comes, you gonna know what time it is. matter of fact the earthly will look like a fool next to it. that's why it shouldn't try to compete with the divine. that's why people should stay in their lane. if the root is wrong, the tree is wrong. if the tree is wrong the leaves are wrong. if the leaves are wrong, the fruit is wrong, matthew 7:17-18, luke 6:43. if God didn't put the 2 people together for the creation of that child, that child is illegitimate. this is the teaching the world at large won't receive. because the truth is too much for them. they want to believe everything is everything. even though Jesus clearly states all people planted on this earth were not planted by God. and He will seperate the wicked from amongst the just. people want to believe we're all Gods children. that's a lie. the bible says no such thing. i don't think the birth of Hitler, or Sadaam Hussein was a blessed event. i don't believe God planted them. they were used by the devil to kill innocent people. a person doesn't have to be that extremely evil, they can just fight the plans of God to a much lessor degree. satans child.

a child can be planted many ways. by your own desire, lust, a seed the devil planted, Gods will or just mans will. you may think it was an "accident". 2 you it was. 2 God it may not have been. He may have meant for that child to be there. you may have planned to get pregnant. so you think the child is planned. you planned it. but did God plan it? what difference does it make? a whole hell of a lot, because what he didn't plant is being wiped away, matthew 15:13. especially when it pertains to my life. all it takes is 1 person, who holds God to His word for their life, and it changes everything. God has to perform His word for My sake. all it takes is 1 spouse obedient to God. you don't even need both to be obedient. God has to perform his word for 1. many people aint givin a damn about God or his will or don't even know what His will is for their lives. that's why there's so many people deceived thinking they can do anything and get away with it, looks like other people are gettin away with it. that's because other people arent holding God to His word for their life. I am. that's why our situation is so unique, and the consequences are so dire for those trying to f*ck with my God given marriage. they're used to dealin with people on their level, who don't serve God, they think it's gonna be the same way here. oh no. it's a whole nother ball game when someone is on the scene with the holy ghost. everything that has tried to kill me since i was a child, has been killed. the whole conclusion of this is know what is His will, what is from Him, so you don't try to fight him and get yourself killed. because man has his vantage point, and God has His. and many times, the twain are not the same, luke 16:15. and it's Gods vantage point that matters. it's how He's sees things, and what He planted that will stay & be successful. especially when it comes to my life. wayne is my God given husband. everything tied to him, is tied to me. he & i are already one, in the spirit. anything tied to him affects my life. either positively or negatively. if it's negatively, what do you think God will do? 2 many scriptures 2 quote. but 2 make it plain, God will destroy any one, group or circumstance causing problems or pain to His children, or attempting to cause problems in a union He put together. He's been doing it in my life and i can vouch for that. people live everyday without thinking, without consulting God. that's why they don't know what time it is. Jesus clearly states the devil has the power to plant children in this world, matthew 13:38-39. let me tell you a clear way you can know if someone is of the devil. this is for people who know what God wants them to do in a given situation. when God wants you to do something, who tries to block you? who tries to get in your way? who tries to defeat you? that is the devil. no matter how he disguised himself, or who he wrapped himself in to disguised himself. the bottom line, that is the devil, and he is using that person/people to try to destroy the plans of God. because God is one God. he's not schitzophrenic. he doesn't try to block His own self, matthew 12:25-26. God is one for His kingdom, satan is one for his. God doesn't block himself, He already has someone trying to do that, Satan. Satans people will always try to block, harass or stop Gods people. that's how you know the devils people. they out themselves. and they will always be defeated. everything goes back to it's original source. if hell created you, back to hell you will go. if heaven created you, to heaven you will go. where did you originate? most people want to believe from God. your actions always show who created you. when you plant an orange seed, you get oranges. there is no such thing as an orange becomming an apple. it will die being an orange. no matter how it may try to be an apple, it never can or will be. it started as an orange, it will end as an orange. that's why you have movies like "the bad seed" & the "omen". many movies tell a spiritual truth. some kids are planted by the devil. looks have nothing to do with it. damien was a good lookin kid. that's why simple people are so deceived. they live by their physical eyes alone. if it looks good, it must be good. not only will the devil disguise himself as a child, he will disguise himself AS AN ANGEL OF LIGHT, 2nd corinthians 11:14. lot's of black folks are asleep. that's nothing new. the world knows that. and for some people, this is all too much for their head. children are used by irresponsible people to try to stop Gods plans. that is truly evil. try to get in the way of Gods plans or interfere with His plans. they're stupid. because they don't know they're putting the child in the path of Gods wrath, and God will take a child, 2nd samuel 12:14-15, revelation 2:23. the thing that you use to attempt to destroy Gods will, God will destroy it. people think it's a game & God is playing. you use a child as a pawn to try to destroy Gods will & God will destroy that child and the ones trying to use them. you tell people this and d*mbasses pay no mind. people don't watch themselves. f*ckin with me, they need to. God don't play when it comes to me. but you can tell stupid people something over & over, and they're just too stupid to change. you can warn a fool, and they're too stupid to take heed. they're the ones created for destruction, proverbs 16:4.

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...moving on. when a woman is overbearing, insistant, and extremely domineering and tries to dominate her son, trying to forcer her will over his, it can set up many problems within the son. most serial killers had mothers who were domineering & overbearing. they've learn to hate women. they've even killed women. what they're doing is killing their mother over & over again, because that's how much rage they have towards her inside. they know that they're mother is not suppose to be controlling them & overiding their own wishes like this. but out of fear/respect for the parent they keep it all inside. and even that leads to anger & rage. because they feel powerless in that situation. they can learn to hate women & attack them. this is the pattern of many male serial killers that there was. the man learns to disrespect women, not hold them in high esteem, all because of the mother. this kind of "mother", if you can call her that, is the sole reason so many other women have to suffer. it can also be a domineering 1st wife who causes a man to be like that, if his mother didn't. it's always a first. ted bundy, the serial killer from california, who killed between 30-100 women, said if he had the courage to just stand up to his wife, he wouldn't have killed all the others. when a "mother" dominates her son, others suffer. when it's me who suffers, i swings on the mother, symbolically speaking. i know the root to all the problems. that's why God pulls up the problems by the roots.

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classyladynew....u sure got me....why don't u read my posts from the beginning. all of them. you probably won't. i can tell by how you sound you're not too bright. that would be too much of a duty for you to do. you probably don't read books. you probably read magazines. and look at the pictures. if you could learn to read, and read what i wrote you could answer your own questions. i'm obsessed? let me tell you something. and i'm not talking to you, i'm talking to those of a higher intelligence, who can listen & hear & not just spew dumb sh*t. in 8 yrs. this is the FIRST chance i've had to address this. of course i'm going to be over zealous. this sh*t been going on for 8 yrs. for a few years, i was busy responding, i didn't know what was happening. when things that people try to do to you are so bizarre, your mind doesn't even fathom that this is what's going on. and they knew that. they knew i wasn't from new orleans. they probably thought i'd never figure it out. they didn't know how deep in the Lord i was. but true to his word, Jesus says the holy spirit will lead and guide you into all truth...john 16:13. they didn't count on that. now, you said i'm obsessed. let me tell you what obsessed is. obsessed is someone who is so jealous of your love, so jealous the man they want wants you, they will try to put roots on you to kill you. they will call your cell phone, home phone, from location to location to harass and bother you because the man they want wants you. obsessed is someone who though her son is telling her he don't want to do it, tries to force and coerce her own will on him by any means neccessary. obsessed is someone who knows you are the true love and real wife for that man, and pretends that they are. obsessed is someone who can't let go of what never was meant for them and just accept it, but goes on & on for years to try to get what they can't have. because God didn't create it for them in the first place. obsessed is watching a couples every move, to see what stage they are in their relationship so you can try to jump in and influence their minds to turn against one another and cause problems in their relationship, like people tried to do to me & wayne. obsessed is trying to harm an innocent woman, just because the man they want wants her. that's obsessed darling....classylady (lmao), you said i'm posting comments about my personal life, then said i'm living in a fantasy. which is it? you're an idiot. that's what it is. please learn to read more than 2 sentences so that you won't post questions that were already answered.

TO ANGELA -SOMETHING MUST B REALLY WRONG WITH YOU TO SIT AT YOUR COMPUTER AND POST DUMB COMMENTS ABOUT YOUR PERSONAL LIFE I THINK U NEED THERAPY OR U NEED TO B LOCKED AWAY N THE MENTAL HOSPITAL FOR ONE U SAY SHE WASNT HIS WIFE AND U R WHERE R YOUR PICTURES YOU ARE MOST DEF OBSESSED WITH TOYA AND WAYNE MATTER OF FACT YOUR MORE LIKE A GROUPIE LOOKIN FOR ATTENTION GO GET A LIFE U MUST B VERY BORED SO WHAT SHE HAD HIS BABY WHO GIVES A SHIT HE HAS BABIES ON THE WAY NOW BY DIFFERENT WOMAN AND IF U REALLY WERE DATING HIM THAT SHOWS HOW MUCH HE CARED ABOUT YOU?????????NOW U GO THINK ABOUT WHILE UR LIVING N UR LITTLE FANTASY WORLD I WILL PRAY FOR U!!!!!!!!! GOD BLESS

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one true thing she said on that video, that fake wedding was like a fashion show. it was a fashion show. that's all it was. wasted peoples time, people wasted their own time, cause they couldn't see thru bullsh*t. it never was a real wedding or real marriage. how could wayne marry someone, when he was already married to me? it can't be done. that's why you had to get up. a fashion show. nothing more. but that's what happens when a stupid woman tries to pressure her son to sin against Gods will for his life, and force her own ill thought out plans on him. blows up in her face. and when the real wife is me, you literally have hell to pay. it's always the ones who need guidance who try to guide others peoples lives. cant see, stupid, ignorant, no understanding. can't hear nothing and trying to tell people something. sharing and spreading your ignorance. don't care if they put roots on a n*gga to attain a certain result, as long as they get it. but at my level, all things can be reversed. ahahaha. didn't Jesus prove that? if there's anything that's suppose to be final it's death. but Jesus showed even death itself can be reversed. you don't know the power of the b*tch you've come against. was it worth your life to get a TEMPORARY result, that's being EXPOSED for the lie that it is, THATS BEING DESTROYED, THAT DIDN'T PREVAIL, WHEN GOD IS HAVING HIS WAY IN OUR LIVES ANYWAY?? because that's what God said it's going to cost. this is no threat from me. i don't have to do anything. but speak the truth. Gods said He's going to do it because you lie on Him & try to destroy His will for His childrens life. you earned it. nobody told you to do all that, but the devil. and you were his willing vessel. probably led him & enlisted him. still earning it. took it far. what you thought i was dead? do i sound dead? that's why she went ballistic, when she realized i was still alive. knew you couldn't pretend to be me and live trying to assume my life. see folks, i was supposed to be dead by now, they thought i was dead by now, i was suppose to be dead & then she was going to try to reign as me. that was the plan. they didn't know i was still alive. they thought they killed me. they surely didn't expect all this. didn't know about the tapes. didn't know i've been talking to my husband all this time. surprise bitches! if she can't do that then she'll try to take her place as waynes 1st wife, try to have some authority like that & all you other broads are baby mommas. i have rank, i'm his first wife. But God said He aint gonna let her even do that. God is serious with this here. He wipin out ALL the lies. and settin up the truth. He's OBLITERATING every single speckle of evil, and exposing ALL lies & deceptions. you never should have tried it on Him. why didn't wayne warn you? he knew how close i was to the Lord, he's known at least since late 2002. i'm thinking he wanted you to destroy yourself. he knew if you came against me, God would have that ass...no doubt. waynes momma aint tryin to see him with nobody else but this girl. anything else she say to the contrary is a lie. she has to see her creation make it. she has to see her invention succeed. but it didn't succeed. and to boot, she has to pay restitution for the 8 yrs of trying to destroy Gods true will for waynes life & His true wife. she wants to see her plan succeed so bad, she'll try to take out anything to do that. still trying. no morals. no ethics. no principals. no standards. you say why didn't i run from all this? this is me folks. i was born & raised with danger. i'm a natural born demon slayer, of Gods chosen people, a blackfoot, crow & cherokee warrior, a compton o.g..... i done survived more shit, and been thru more shit, and seen more shit than a n*gga could know. soon as i know the time & what's happening i'm lettin off... just let me know the time. ........when it comes to love & marriage, a person is suppose to love you of his own free will, not because you made him to, coerced him, or manipulated him into doing it. that's lame & pathetic. and i guess a n*gga would leave a broad that lame & pathetic. a lot of times a man who had evil roots put on him doesn't even know it. he thinks he's doing things of his own free will. let him tell it. especially if he works a lot, can't pay attention, isn't in prayer and the word. this is new orleans folks. i didn't want to put yall on blast, this broad did. she put yall on blast with all this sh*t she tried on waynes real wife. if she would have stayed in her lane and accepted who she was, you wouldn't be hearing none of this. but she just had to try to take down a giant. clash with a titan. fool ass broad. why do you think God created me as waynes wife? do you think it's a coincidence that i've been close to God my whole life and have the power to slaughter demons & destroy evil, and i just happen to be waynes wife. God plans all things. he knew wayne couldn't watch his own back like he needed to because he's working all the time. but his real wife angela can. and can slay all the evil that tries to come against my husband. no coincidence. God sent a holy ghost filled woman into a demon filled area. let me tell you something about a california girl. we have pride. if i gotta put roots on a nigga to make him marry me, be with me, if i gotta force & strong arm a nigga, even when i have his kid, then i must be a pretty pathetic, lame & desperate bitch. b*tches think they just gonna make a n*gga do what they want. not. all the trying for so many years all in vain, cause they didn't want to listen to God. wayne wanted to marry me. his friends knew it. word spread 2 these evil broads, they got jealous, and used evil roots to manipulate the outcome so that he would propose to her & not me. that is the truth. sounds crazy. so be it. n.o. is crazy. look at the movie the skeleton key. they couldn't get him, so they try to switch their life with yours. try to take your place by putting roots on you to kill you & assume your identity. sounds like a movie doesn't it? sounds crazy, obsurd. rediculous. that's why it took me as long as it did 2 figure this sh*t out. you'd never think something like that could happen. they thought i was dead and gone. ahahahah. thing after thing kept coming into my life. it didn't make no sense. it was meant to kill me, not harm me. but God broke your shit. i'm in the know & God said your ass is in the grave. shoulda knew who you were fuckin with. what they sent would have killed most bitches. thanks for strenghtening me, hoes. thanks for letting me know i'm truly a thorough b*tch. that was good exercise for me. now lets see what you can survive. the only people who would call me crazy for saying this, is people who don't know new orleans. "i couldn't have him, so i'll just steal her proposal". get over by any means neccessary, theft, trickery, roots, manipulation, force, coercion, whatever. except, you didn't get over. God says you're going to pay 4 all you did and His will is still going forward, so you did nothing but earn punishment & kill your own self. and on the way to that punishment, you're being exposed for the liars & deceivers that you are. that's low self esteem. to try to get love by trickery. love. which is the 1 thing that's supposed to be given freely. i had a hard time believing anyone could be that pathetic, bankrupt of self esteem, evil & low down. then wanna front to the world like, it's me! i'm the one! look at me! then put up on myspace "the official antonia carter" page! sad. sick & pathetic. that's why it took me so long to figure this all out. i coldn't imagine someone could be that desperate & empty. the holy spirit showed me. those are b*tches with no self esteem whatsoever. you never got over, you just put yourself under.

did u really think you was gonna stop this? didn't know what "this" was. just thought you was big enough to kill it, you tried to affect my life in a major negative & harmful way. i'm talking to you moron. before i dig into her, let me address something. someone said something about my "continued disrespect of his mother"...she continued to try to destroy Gods plans for my life..she continued to try to keep him away from me, his own God sent wife...she needs to be disrespected. she's disrespectful. toward me, toward her son & towards Gods plans 4 our lives, and towards others. let me tell you something about me. i don't ingratiate myself to nobody. i don't brownose, i don't kiss ass. i'm not going try to get in good with anybody, because there's nobody to get in good with. i'm in good with God. for those who say i insult folks, it's not insult, it's truth. if you're stupid, you're stupid. if you're ignorant you're ignorant. Jesus called it like it was and so do i. he called some people fools, dogs & swine, matthew 23:17, matthew 15:26, matthew 7:6. he called them that because that's what those particular people were. so i guess Jesus was hatin. i guess he was rude. he gave it to the n*ggas that deserved it. you thought you could make her be me? u have no morals and no decency. the same person that tells her child to have a child is the same 1 that tries 2 destroy Gods plans 2 fulfill her own. is the same 1 that leads teens down the wrong road in life. is the same 1 that thinks she can get rid of me, someone sent by God into your sons life. u aint shit. low down, no morals, evil, selfish, ignorant ass bitch. do anything 2 people with no conscience whatsoever. did u set rabbit up too? was there an insurance policy to gain? from what i know about u, you seem just like the type of low down, sheisty, selfish, uncaring, shady broad that would do something like that, if it benefits you. people think you're a good person cause you bake biscuits. i can see your evil ass. keep a loaded gun so your son can find it & nearly kill himself with it. cps should have locked your ass up right then & there. irresponsible b*tch. everything you do is dangerous & stupid. you'd never see our kids. couldn't see waynes gifts & talents. tell him he aint goin nowhere with rap. dumb, blind, b*tch. bet your moronic ass think you should be treated like a queen. tries to stop true love & Gods will. you demon b*tch. try to kill whats good to support your blind, ignorant wishes. why'd your ex husband used to beat you? i don't advocate violence against women, but you aint shit. that lame ass spiritual attack you sent the other week wasn't shit. that demon ran up out of here crying. try again ho.

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this is actually 1 of the more funnier moments 2 me, looking back. this was early in our relationship. wayne had his friend call me 2 see if i would fall for letting his friend spend some time with me. he's testing my virtue. he asks when was the last time i had company. my girl was at my house the day before, so i said yesterday.it's funny 2 me because i didn't know what he was doing at first, i'm like who is this n*gga. u can tell i was brand new. but surprise, wayne is on the phone listening, and pops up at the end. i was already mad at him at that time, for what i can't remember

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my husband upset with me because i haven't called...love u baby

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mrsharris09...hatin on her cause she had somebody i want?....you don't know what you're talking about. i'm not hating on somebody who HAD someone i HAVE. i know you're ignorant, i can tell. that's why i break things down so all, even the simplest can understand. without me, you wouldn't know the truth, cause aint nobody else coming from the realm of spiritual revelation. and your one who believes what you see. ever heard believe none of what you see and half of what you hear? if it wasn't for me you wouldn't know what time it was, cause everybody else operatin from the earthly realm, fleshly realm. now, hatin on her cause she HAD someone i want? i don't want wayne, i have him. true soulmates are born belonging to one another...i will explain that later. in truth no one has or ever could have had him but me. imma break this down for you. there are different levels of understanding. some are in a preschool level of understanding. some are in kindergarten, 3rd grade, 5th, middle school, sophomores, seniors, college, grduates, post graduate, i know i'm talking to people on any one of those levels from preschool to post graduate. when it comes to understanding, i'm closer to post graduate. some are in kindergarten. you'd have to go thru many levels to arrive where i am. you're understanding cant jump from 1st grade to bachelors degree. that's why people didn't understand Jesus. you have to GROW to that level of understanding. now, i'm breaking this down to the lowest common denominator. i'm comin from a higher level of spiritual understanding than you dummies, who keep trying to challenge me and don't know what you're talking about, quit trying to challenge people who know what they're talking about, that's what she did, and she's being exposed. why do people challenge what's greater than them? they're blind. they can't see. they'll lose everytime. know when to fold in life. don't be a fool and keep going, head on into your demise. learn from this situation. in truth, you don't "have" anything unless God authorized it for you. and it will, sooner or later, be shown it's not yours & never was yours, because that's the word of the Lord. and His word will never be defeated. what he didn't plant will vanish, it will be shown as the nothingness that it is,...matthew 15:13. they say only what you do for Christ will last. not true. there's a lot of people who "doing for Christ", things He didn't tell them to do, or call them to. they think they're "doing for Him". there will be people who'll run up to him saying we did this & that for you and He'll be like, i never knew you, ye that work iniquity...matthew 7:22-23...it's not what you do for Him, it's WHAT HE TELLS YOU TO DO & YOU DO THAT...not what you THINK He will like, or what you THINK is His will. what HE TELLS YOU is His will...matthew 7:21. here is the problem. most people can't hear Him. because of sin. they're far from Him. so they do things they THINK He will like. or they THINK they should do to please Him. and they're doing it all in vain. wasting their time. He'll throw that out. He aint sponsoring or blessing nothing that's not His will. matter of fact he says you're working iniquity. your so called good deeds are iniquity & sin. i do what He tells me to and nothing more. if He don't tell me, i don't move a muscle. i can hear Him, and many people are even jealous of that. now if you're going to envy something, envy that. i can hear Him, cause i'm not a fornicator, not trying to get what aint mine, not working against His plans for my life. but in step with them. i've passed many tests and grown to this place over a 25 yr period. you think you can get this overnight? ahahaha. only thing that's real is what God authorizes, everything else is a perpatratin, phoney, wannabee, impersonating, imposter, frontin as the real thing. she never had him. we never have what God never gave us. that's why it goes away. she just SEEMED to have had him for a little while, luke 8:18. she, like other unauthorized broads, was just trying to have what was never hers, what never was purposed for her. satisfied to pretend, satisfied to try to get what aint purposed for her, knows it aint hers & still will try to front to the world like it is. she took it farther than anybody. that's why God will judge her like no one else. know when to fold. know when to call it quits. know when to give it up. because when you hear my voice, it's a wrap. you should have stopped long before. i just found out last night, someone who did me wrong a short time ago, has cancer. this shit is a broken record from the time i was a child. her judgement is special because no one else took it to the level of calling themselves me. no one took it to the level of telling that lie to the world through magazines & tv. fans of wayne call themselves mrs carter, lil teen girls & what not. i'm not talking about that. this broad tried to challenge God. harrassed me, the real 1, did all kind of sh*t to try to steal my man & on & on. no one else took it to the level of trying to put roots on me. there are some people who walk to their demise. others run. sh*t sprint. anxious to get that ass judged.

let me tell u something. i've seen peoples deaths before they happened. God has shown me. i see a lot of things. that's why i talk like i do. everything He gives me aint to be told. some things are just to be known...now everything that has been done on my time since 01 is going to be answered for, paid for, accounted for. broads never had my man, could never have him. they're just running around lost, trying to steal what's not theirs by using their stank p*ssies. disobedient to God, ready to be striked. God made the promised land for the children of Israel. after 40 yrs in the wilderness, they were to come into PER GOD. there were people occupying their land. their territory. but the territory never belonged to those who were occupying it. it was made for the Israelites. PER GOD. if you didn't know that, and you saw those people in the land, you would think it belonged to them. uh uh. it belonged to the israelites PER GOD. that's why you can't tell everything simply by looking. you'd have to know Gods perspective & His will on the matter to judge it correctly...john 8:15-16. and most people don't know His perspective & His will. it NEVER did belong to the people who were occupying the land. that's why eventually they got kicked out. God made that place for His people. that's how it is now. there are preople who belong with certain people. their are homes, lands, things that have a particular persons name on it, PER GOD. he created it for a particular person, anyone else is unauthorized. a man can buy a house he never lived in yet. it can be furnished and waiting him to occupy it. but he's out of town. a burglar breaks in. sleeps in the bed, eats the food, kicks his feet up. the burglars there 3 mos. he thinks it's his place. he's deceived. the owner just hasn't shown up yet. people get familiar with what's yours, they thinks it's theirs. but it never was theirs. and they're going to pay the cost for trying to break in and steal it. that's the cost of not knowing what Gods will is for YOUR OWN life. too busy trying to steal someone elses. like i told wayne, theres no level you can elevate a situation to, that God can't elevate yet higher. you'll never get the upperhand on Him. you'll never say, aha, got u 2 Him. no He got u. people are fools. how it feel to pretend to be someone else? to pretend to have what you KNOW wasn't meant for you? to try to live a life that's not yours. i don't want to know. glad i will never know. cause i want only what's mine. what God meant for me. what He purposed for me. i'm the genuine. the real deal. they say imitation is the sincerest form of flattery. i'm often imitated. but never duplicated. i am an original. not trying to parade as something that i'm not or fool people. liars and deceivers are always exposed. and Gods will is never defeated. that's the sad part for some. and i'm so vocal. all their sinin, and it's being used to teach the world don't be like them. my enemies always get it the worst. if you're not my enemy be glad. if you're trying to have something God purposed for me, be sad.

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he never wanted to be with his baby momma. she was a burden to his life, a responsibility his momma tried to yoke him to....she tried to insert herself into the middle of Gods will and got kicked out, cause she was never authorized by God to be there in the first place. this was before the fake "marriage". he didn't want her before the fake marriage, he didn't want her after it. she just kept trying 2 glue herself 2 him, cause she don't know where she belongs in life. she tried to stop him from being with me, his real wife. she was/is just a nuisance. after i asked wayne what his baby mommas name is, if u listen carefully, you can hear wayne whisper he loves me. whenever i talk to wayne, he continuously whispers he loves me throughout our conversations. he's been doing this 9 years now.

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mrs. harris09...why am i even replying 2u. if u read everything i wrote, u could answer your own questions. but i don't think you'd understand even if u did read it. this is no diss, just what i know to be true. no matter how u spell things out in the most basic, simple & elementary of language, there are still some people who 1. won't understand, perhaps because of i.q., intelligence or mental development, 2. don't want to understand, because they ain't tryin 2 hear truth, they want things to be what they believe they are in their own minds or the illusion parading as truth,..or some other reason...don't matter. truth is truth...and my name is not gyrl. i'm not your gyrl. u don't know me like that. am i serious? if 47 pages, tapes & photos don't answer your question, u don't need an answer. now, i don't know u or your "husband". i don't know if u are even truly "mrs. harris" according 2 Gods purpose or according 2 mans. and i'm not going 2 pray about it and ask God, cause i don't care. it doesn't affect my life. and i won't lose sleep behind people who can't understand what i'm saying. but what makes u think you're mrs. harris? because a man asked u to marry him & told you so or because God told u that's who u were? as revealed by the Spirit of God? 1 corinthians 2:10. your situation sounds average. my situation is divine, and a divine marriage has special circumstances. i have been proposed to several times. if i said yes 2 any of them, although the world would call us man & wife, or call me mrs. so & so, it wouldn't be legit even if they did, because GOD didn't purpose none of them 2 be my husband, He purposed wayne. it's not what man says about u, it's what God says & who He purposed 4 you. marriage is Gods institution, it's not a man made concept. and if it's Gods institution, HE chooses who the participants are, 4 those of us who are obedient 2 Him and submitted 2 HIS will being done, not our own will. the problem is man has free will and can choose 2 disobey God and work against God 4 his own selfish purposes. when u work against Him, u only defeat yourself. how do you get married and not ask God, who created marriage if this is the 1 HE chose 4 you? i tell u how. if he's rich & famous, a lot of broads won't ask God if that's the 1, they will TELL God that's the 1. they're not trying 2 hear that's not the 1. or if they really want to be with him, they don't want 2 hear what God has 2 say about it. the difference between me & alot of broads is i will walk away from anything, if it's not Gods will 4 my life. even if it's tall, dark, handsome & rich. i live 4 God, not man. and i'm not thirsty, empty or desperate. there was a rich man in cali who wanted 2 marry me. i have 2 answer 2 God, and He has me on a tighter rope than alot of people. when it comes 2 marriage, u have 2 know what u are doing or u can get yourself judged. anything that has the word holy in front of it has the potential to kill you, holy God, holy matrimony, holy bible, holy of holies. that's 2 deep 2 get into now.

i can tell u don't read, cause i already addressed your statements. no diss, i just know some people of a certain level of understanding can't bear to read more than 2 sentences or assimilate a large amount of information. i don't walk according 2 how most this world does, i walk according to the revealed truth of God, and i know alot of people can't get with it, can't understand spiritual truths because they are carnally minded, 1 corinthians 2:14. and that's ok. look up the scriptures i referenced. not all can pray & hear like i can. i am blessed. be thankful God is letting u know these things, not come against someone sharing spiritual truths & mysteries with u. how often do you hear from someone with my level of knowledge & understanding? be grateful, not hateful. many times i speak in the future, meaning i see the thing already done, because in God it is already done, just awaiting fullfilment. i know this is deep 4 a lot of u. but everything that is to be is already written. you ever heard the term "fools rush in"? people rush into marriage not knowing what they're doing. why it take so long 4 me? because i'm on Gods timing, not my own. Gods institution, Gods timing. what's late 2 us can be right on time in Gods eyes. He picks the seasons/times, when it comes to my life. fine wines take time. malt liquor can be rushed. people rush into where God never called them, trying 2 get what He never purposed 4 them. then they're like, what happened? why didn't it work? it didn't work cause u can't have what belongs to me. their momma never taught them 2 seek Gods will. they were 2 busy hittin the pipe 2 guide their child right. then the child would fall into the hands of a misguided woman who would steer her in the wrong direction & lead a lost broad 2 believe she could actually challenge God & win! i'm not hatin on anyone. simple people catagorize everything as hatin. i simply speak the truth. wayne & i's relationship is on a different level. our story is not common because nothing that comes from God is common. or average. we ourselves, individually are not common. u can't compare your situation 2 ours. i wouldn't even lower our union 2 compare it next 2 most of these non God sponsored hookups, disguised as marriages. unions of the flesh, man made, not God made. man created, not God created. marriage is for people who know God 1st. not kids who want to dress up and have a party. i take it seriously, because it's 2 be taken seriously. where is my ring? where was your ring before the day your "husband" actually proposed 2 you? let that marinate. you didn't have 1 until he gave you 1, right? i assume he didn't give you a ring the day he met you. i'm guessing there was a courtship and dating process 1st. and then after a certain lenghth of time he gave u a ring. this is the difference right here between the average carnally minded person & the person who can see in the spirit at what's really true & real. the average woman would take that ring as being official man & wife. i take GODS WORD on the matter 2 tell me we're official man & wife. i don't call myself mrs. carter because wayne has or hasn't given me a ring. i call myself mrs. carter, because that's who God says i am. and HIS word is MORE official than a man giving you a ring, because man can get confused. God can't. of course if God called it, the ring will come, etc. but in Gods timing..we can slow things down because of "issues", hangups, fear of commitment, etc. also what has come against it. sometimes the Lord has to take care of the evil 1st & those who have come against His purposes, matthew 13:41-43. but God eventually has His way. that's why those photos are photos of a false event., actually they're sin and blasphemy against Gods true will. this is not jealousy. i could never be jealous of what i know is not real, when i have the real thing. i knew and wayne knew God made us husband & wife. wayne just let his momma pressure him. but he left her, so that's what matters. if the man gave u 10 rings & God didn't purpose that man as your spouse, it's not official! that's what the world, at large doesn't understand and i do. u take mans word as official, i take Gods word as official. i live according 2 a higher standard. but i've been living this way. you can't just put this type of belief on 4 marriage, you have to already been in God, like i've been. you can't get God 2 bless a "marriage" He didn't put 2gether. be with the 1 He created for you and it's already blessed.

i would never compare wayne & i's union to you and your "husband". is your husband a world famous rapper? does he have the same temptations/challenges that my husband has? have you gone thru spiritual testings & trials? is Gods timing 4 your life, the same as ours? were roots put on ya'll?, etc, etc...u can't compare your situation 2 ours, be real. u think your sh*t is official cause man gave you a ring. i know mine is cause God told me so. the physical ring, the earthly wedding, the dress, all that is inevitable 4 me. here is what u don't understand...that's not the most exciting part, earthling. 4 me, the most exciting part ALREADY happened. that was hearing from God first, that our union IS OF HIM. because without knowing that FIRST, the rest don't mean anything. when it comes from God it has the power of God, the authority of God, the protection of God, the defence of Heaven. when it comes from man, man has to defend it himself. that's why that fake union could never compare to the real 1 sent from God. u really think i'm listening to you stranger, when i know the truth as revealed 2 me by God, when this is my life and i've known my husband going on 10 yrs now? do you really think you're telling me the time? no 1 is officially anything, unless God says so. and God says i am the only wife He created & purposed 4 wayne. talk all day, I got this word from the Highest authority in existance, john 10:29. so your word means absolutely nothing if it aint lining up with Gods. any word that tries 2 challenge that truth, means nothing & will be shown to be a lie, as in what's happening now. God is working on our relationship. when something is divine, it has more challenges, more trials & more tests than the average & common. u don't know the dynamics of our relationship or Gods timing in it. u don't know, nor can u say where we "should" be, given our unique circumstances. wayne is already my husband. he was born my husband. thats not crazy talk or wishful thinking, it's spiritual revelation. if we never had an earthly wedding, we would still be husband & wife, because when it comes from heaven, it can't be moved, altered, changed, or stolen, psalm 119:89, matthew 6:19-20. if the word came from heaven, man can't steal it or do nothing about it. read. she thinks the more people she can convince with pictures, the more power it has. he, he, he..lmao. it's not funny. it's sad. she couldn't make it pretending to be me, the real mrs. carter, so now she'll try to make a name off pretending to be have once been me, past tense! that is desperation. u just added more judgement of God on yourself. if u were never really the true mrs. carter, and u weren't, cause i am, how could u be the ex mrs. what u never were in the first place? trying to do all this with the real mrs. carter lookin right at you. she's judging herself everytime she says she's mrs. carter, the ex-mrs. carter, tries to use carter as her last name, or even says she's my husbands ex-wife. because everytime she does that, she's calling God a liar. this is what your physical eyes can't see. this is what i know. she's a phoney. she refused 2 live life as who she really is, under her own identity. she wanted to try 2 jack my identity and my life. she was already judged, coveting the name & place that belongs to this woman. and God won't be mocked. the situation is more dire than u know. you should read my husbands eyelids. this is not a beauty pageant, where someone wears a crown & reigns for a year as ms. so & so, until another woman assumes the title. i was born with this God given title, and nothing i do can change that. anybody who tried/tries 2 have a romantic or sexual relationship with my husband, particularly after 2001, did nothing but bring judgement on themselves. notice they didn't succeed. u will see no one succeed with wayne, but me. cause i'm his true wife & his true love. haven't u already seen that? hello. particularly after oct 2001, because that's when God's will began to manifest on this earthly plane for me and wayne 2 be together. anyone after that date, who tried to be with my husband in any romantic or sexual capacity, layed up the wrath & judgement of God against themselves, cause they were knowing or unknowing tools of the devil, used by him to try to defeat Gods true will, to try to steal what is mine or try to tempt a man away from the plans of God 4 his life, that God was ALREADY working on and trying to establish. anything that happened after oct 2001, was on my time, and payment has to be made for using my time, that God intended for me. nothing in life is free. steal & the bible says u will pay back 7 fold,voluntary or involuntary. God doesn't need your cooperation.if u refuse, He'll extract the payment in some other form,tears, suffering,loss of freedom,calamity, sickness, matt 18:34.money's but 1 form of payment. people can pay a debt by dying, if the debt is big enough. they can even be paying a debt after they die, in hell. that's what being lost is. used by the devil & don't even know it. God established wayne & i in 01, people who tried to be with my mantried to build on top of Gods will, that's why it's ALWAYS destroyed. and they don't know why. I'M WHY. this girl has great judgement awaiting her. she was the only one who knew about me, waynes real true wife, and she still tried/tries to defeat the will of God, which she couldn't/cant do, but only get punished, hebrews 10:26-27. and that's what so sad, she judged herself trying 2 steal what wasn't hers, from my man to my identity, and KNOWS it. truly pathetic. i can tell you the ones who gonna suffer the most, the ones who have been used the longest. this is not wishful thinking, this is the word of God, that's why my husband telling dumb broads even with his eyelids and back, back the f*ck up. his back says "thy will, not mine be done". wayne is about Gods will being done, not no bullsh*t. that's why in some cases it's so dangerous not to know Gods will 4 your life. because when u call yourself a name *HE* established as someone else's identity, you incur HIS wrath & HIS judgement. that's ALL u do. you don't make me mad, because i know lies and deception are always revealed for what they are. pretending to be someone else, when u know that's not you is sad. it's really sad because i know God won't let Himself be mocked. now.....get a life? i have a life. even though the jealous tried 2 steal it, it's my life. part of my life is teaching & enlightening folks on what i know. which i'm doing now. i write this 2 set the record straight, at no charge. i have 100 books in me, my knowledge runs deep, i can afford 2 give 1 away. as far as my views on marriage, try listening to this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T7IIDfeiDww

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here it is in a nutshell. i came into waynes life in 2001. before me, he didn't know true love. you can never know true love until the one who is sent from heaven comes into your life. because God is love. you may think u know, but if you ever experience true love, everything else will look like the bullsh*t it is. i opened wayne up to love. everybody around him could see that. it was noticeable. wayne knew baby momma antonia, years before me. but he never married her. had several years before i showed up and nothing. you say he was a kid. he wasn't too much of a kid for his momma to tell him to have a child. she would have tried to make him get married back then, but she could'nt. because i haden't arrived yet, and i was the key that would open wayne up to love. after i got him open, he started making songs bout love, like yougin blues. wasn't that unusual? sure was. what changed? what changed was i came into his life in oct 01. between lights out and 500 degreez. once he was open, waynes momma saw that. the effect i had on him. it was noticeable. it was a buzz going all around. all his friends knew. those who were close to him. why was i able to open wayne up to love? because i am the legitimate, authorized key from heaven, purposed by God to do so. and i opened him up, like only his true God given soulmate could. once i, the key, opened wayne, his momma saw that. she said to baby momma antonia, "now he open...jump in girl! you can steal that love. we can direct that energy onto you...make him think he fallin in love wit you and not her. my sons opening to love. you knew him first"! ignorant ass woman. but the word says in galatians 6:7, whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. i did the sowing i'll do the reaping. what God has for me is for me. if she could open him up to love, why wasn't he with her when i arrived in new orleans in 01? because she wasn't the real 1. because i am the real 1. that's all broads been trying to do since oct 2001. is steal the love i sowed in wayne, because they can see it now. he's open. but it's me who got him open. it's my love they trying to steal. and when you try to steal what's mine, the outlook aint too sunny for you. he knew nivea before me on a platonic level. but only AFTER me, she tried to be in his life in a sinful and unauthorized way. because i opened him to love, and people could see that. b*tches been trying to steal whats mine ever since. she never tried that before oct 2001. because he wasn't opened befored then. you can catagorize everything by me. BA & AA. before angela and after angela. before angela nothing was happening. after angela, everything started happening. his ignorant ass momma thought she could pull a switcheroo. put his baby momma in my place. she knew i opened wayne to love. knew his baby momma wasn't the one who did, and yet tried to insert her in to try to steal the love that i sowed and was rightfully mine. by constantly telling her son, you know you have this obligation. she wasn't talkin nothin of the kind before me. they saw the state of love i put wayne in and tried to maneuver that towards antonia. and of course being low down with no morals, baby momma was more than willing to try to steal what she knows she didn't put in him, for her own benefit. but it was really for her demise. mind you, she would have been alright just staying who she was, a baby momma. so there was no need to try to steal, or manipulate...that's why greed is one of the seven deadly. learn to be content with what was meant for you and not try to steal, coerce, force, harass, strong arm an outcome on a situation, when Gods plans are contrary to what you're doing. so they've earned the judgement of God. after YEARS of trying to steal what's mine, manipulate, force, and do harm to a God ordained union ANGELA & WAYNE, they've earned the judgement. years of sowing in the wrong direction, puts you in a deep ass hole. His momma thought she could steal my life and give it to her. our love comes from heaven. thats why b*tches can't f*ck with it. no matter how hard they try. that which comes from heaven has the rules of heaven. the authority of heaven. the protection of heaven. the earthly, foolishly & stupidly, tries to compete with that which comes from heaven. dumb move. cause when you do, you get smashed. this why our relationship is on such a higher level, and people don't understand it. it's why when you try to touch it in a negative way, you reap the wrath of God. if you try to make your earthly, common relationship divine, when it is not, you will get smacked down by the hand of God. He knows what he authorized and what He didn't, john 3:31. and He don't like people lying on him. people always try to make their relationship or situation more than it is. try to front it likes it's on the same level with people who are in God authorized unions. if they don't have the real thing, some people are so desperate, they will pretend like it's the real thing. but aint no future in your frontin. people need to work on the level they're at. not front like they're somewhere they arent or they know more than they do. because you will be tried and tested. you will be weighed in the balance and found wanting. stop frontin. people know. the way of the world is 2 women compete with a man. the one he likes the most for whatever reason, sex skills, body, personality, etc he keeps. that's common. that's the way of the world. it could be 2 women or 35 or whatever. when a relationship is authorized by God, it's on a whole nother level. that's what fools broads who don't have any spiritual sight to see a union that God put together. with just physical eyes it can look like everything else. so she, whoever she is, thinks she can compete with me for my God ordained husband, like she competed with the last broad. not seeing i'm the true 1 sent by God. already she's racking up the judgement of God against her. all unknowingly. there are people on this earth who are different from other people. watch yourself. nivea and antonia can compete. they'd be competing in vain, cause wayne is already my man. was born my man. but if they were competing for another man, they would be 2 broads on the earthly level competing against one another. what broads realize is that they're not on my level. don't try to compete with what is greater than you. even if it's on an earthly level, if you have less intelligence, don't try to compete with someone who has more. but if you are of this earth, definitely don't try to compete with what is from heaven. 4 tha few moments of pretending to be me, the real mrs. carter, how did it feel? how does it feel to knowingly pretend to be what you know you are not? you can never know how it truly feels to be me, cause you would have to actually be me, and you could never be me. even if you are a good pretender. you're you. you're a phoney. i'm me, the genuine article that you're trying to impersonate....the more you let a lost broads head go up in the sky into the real of fantasy & delusion, the harder the crash when she has to come down to reality. that's why you shouldn't let people go unchecked. because when i come on the scene, i bring the reality....straight, no chaser

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this is why you shouldn't force a person to work against Gods plans for his life. this is why you shouldn't try to force a half baked plan on your childs life. or try to guide people, when you need guidance yourself. or try to teach when you need to be taught. or try to strong arm your will on your childs life when you don't know what you're doing. or come against people you know nothing about. there's so many lessons in our love story. this is why you shouldn't make major life decisions without praying first, and waiting on the guidance of the Lord. the best way to make God laugh is to tell Him your plans. you should have asked what His plans were. i repeat & repeat because i know the people i'm adressing are slow. you always have to repeat things for slow people. because after 8 yrs they're still trying to try it on me. there was never going to be a relationship between waynes mother & i.. aint no love lost. God's people and satans people could never be friends. the twain shall never meet. God seperates good from evil, sheep from goats, wheat from tares. it don't matter how long the evil situation has been "establish". when something is established it has roots. like a strong plant. with deep roots. you think it's unmovable. that's why Jesus said every plant the Father didn't plant shall be ROOTED up, matthew 15:13. it don't matter if it has roots. He pulls up by the roots. it don't matter if that evil situation is joined at your hip like a siamese twin. God will SEVER it, if He has to, matthew 13:49. can't trust in how long you've been around, who supports you, how phat your ass is, or any other bullsh*t. if it aint Gods will, it's being destroyed. that's the word, and it was written before i was born. quit trying to defeat God. you'll lose. and lose big time. accept the truth. instead of trying to block it. because it can't be defeated. me and waynes mother could never have had a relationship. you say, of course, look how you talk about her. but long before i wrote any of this, or said anything to her, she was already trying to destroy the plans of God for my life and waynes life. by trying to force her will on him to carry out her own plans and wishes. thinking that was best for him. why would that be best for him, when you didn't even think about it or pray about it in the first place. try to force your 15 yr old son to yoke himself for life to someone he chose by saying eenie meenie mie-nee mo, will u have my baby, no, will u, no, will u, yes. you thought that was gonna last forever? what made you think that? what is your i.q.? how was that gonna last when God established his real wife in his life since 2001? you thought u could just throw Gods plans out and carry out your own on your son? burden him with a mans responsibilities and didn't give a f*ck bout how he felt about it. you gonna do my will, son. you had no remorse. still trying it aint you. she said in the interview talkin bout she want whats best for wayne and if being with someone else makes him happy so be it. that's a godd*mn lie. after having done everything in your power for the last 10 yrs to try to have someone that God aint gonna let you have, and bumpin your hard ass head against a brick wall for 10 yrs, because God aint gonna forfeit His plans for a mans life to fulfill the whims of a little girl, and harassing his real wife, and doing all kind of dumb shit and finally gettin a tiny glimpse that it aint going to work, now you talkin bout you want what makes him happy. you can't say nothing else. what else you going to say? you want want makes him happy. you couldn't keep him. that's why you say that. you aint got nothin else to say & still look like you got some decency. trying to blend in with people with morals. like you one of us. you don't have the nobility to want what makes wayne happy. you already proved that when you, in vain, tried to destroy his & i's relationship. when you couldn't let go of what God didn't make for you. when you played on my phone night after night. even now, if you could, you'd try to destroy our relationship, which you can't. you never could. tried and tried though, didn't you. you aint got enough character to want what makes wayne happy. you just see it aint you. you still trying dumb shit to get him to be with you and try to antaganoze his real wife, THE REAL MRS. ANGELA CARTER, his God sent wife. you lame. and immature. and still a kid. and lost. if you wanted what made him happy, you would have wanted him to be with me, because i made him happy. but you knew that, and was jealous and trifling. you and his momma. if you made him happy he wouldn't have divorced you. but then in truth, he never was truly married 2 you to begin with. because it wasn't authored by God, which is what really matters. tryin to fool people, like you're the 1, showin old ass pics of a man who left you, proud of that, cause you don't have nothin else. but to claim to be me. and God aint lettin you lie on HIm. you're a godd*mn lie. when he had what made him happy, stupid b*tches like yourself tried to destroy it. you and his dumb ass momma. he had what made him happy. fool ass b*tches. but you just earned yourself the wrath of God for trying to come against Gods plans. and Gods will for wayne & i's life still going forward.

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people overstep their boundaries. this is the problem with people. broads come up on here trying to advise my husband on what he should or shouldn't do. stop trying to advise another womans husband. broads always wanna play my role. and strangers at that, who don't even know him. advise your own husband, if you have one, on what he should or shouldn't do. find Gods will for your own life. how bout you start with the basics and just find God. wayne has a real wife, that God created for him, with plenty of wise counsel to accomodate him through life. plenty of wisdom, knowledge and understanding. coming up on here, telling somebody else's husband what to do. you're out of order. God made wayne a helpmeet (help, fitting) for him, named Angela. if that's not your name, don't try to advise him. he's my man to handle, not yours. stay in your lane mstellitlikeitis...telling my husband to be an example. that's not your place. stranger be quiet. we don't know you. "she wasn't raised by a strong mother/father"...a lot of people weren't. they don't go thru life trying to hurt innocent people or attempt to destroy the will of God for someones life, because it's not His will for theirs. even now you think she's trying to do this for bettering herself? she's trying to do this for self glorification & to attempt to make money off something that was a mistake corrected years ago. she's still attempting to do evil. how is that going in the right direction. you have to know a persons motives and be able to see thru bullsh*t. there comes a time when the excuses stop. i went thru childhood abuse. my mother & father seperated & divorced when i was 3. my father wasn't there for me and my mother worked constantly. i don't use that as an excuse to try to hurt people, or be jealous of what God made for them and try to harm them. my father wasn't there to teach me what i shouldn't accept from a man either, but i learned to trust in God early. i chose to pick up the bible & get into it and obey what my grandma taught me. even without the bible, God built people so they know the difference between basic right and wrong. stop making excuses for people. i never used my abuse as an excuse to try to abuse others. ...

"she tried to find love in a boy who hasn't even found himself yet"....you sure are coming down critical on a man whose shoes you've never walked in...."hasn't EVEN found himself yet"....are you him? would you have found yourself if you grew up where he did, seen your father murdered, had a mother like he did, who was constantly trying to force her misguided will on him and using his child as an excuse to do so, so that he's torn, between trying to be obedient to God and do what they keep telling him is "the right thing", which was the wrong thing. would you have found yourself if you had roots put on you to try to control your free will? and had a wife like me to deal with, a lot of things i've put wayne through, unintentionally, you don't know...you don't have all the info to determine whether he should have EVEN found himself yet. and you'll never have all the info, because some things i will never tell. he found fame young. as a child. and depending on a persons experience in life, how sheltered they may have been by a parent, or controlled, they can be younger than their years, or older. there's fame and then there's childhood fame. childhood fame is hard. you have all that power but haven't matured yet and you can become a tyrant. especially if you don't have a parent whose stable and grounded and in their right mind to teach you right from wrong. he had a parent who would tell him as a child to have a child. this is who he has, after his father was murdered. it's gonna take longer for someone with his unique experience to find themselves. where you ever a 15 yr old boy with broads coming at you left and right? having to work all the time, go on tour, have a mans responsibililties as a child. have people giving you wrong advice? you don't know his life. see if you had his exact life, see if you would have found yourself yet. it aint the easiest thing in the world to be my husband...."4 any chick to think she has a future with a guy LIKE THIS is truly sad"? you're truly sad, to make that comment. what do you mean a guy LIKE THIS? do you know him personally? a guy LIKE THIS is a good man, that's why broads, who don't know Gods will for their life, keep trying to come after him. they do see he is a good man. wayne is a good man. not because of wealth or fame. you always have the gold diggers & broads who want a powerful man on their arm trying to come after my husband. but aside from any of that. wayne is a strong, considerate, loving, descent human being. the broads see that in him, they just trying to steal what's mine, but they can't. my future is what God determines it is. to say i'm truly sad to think i have a future with a guy like this is truly sad, is to blaspheme the will of God. i not only have a future with my husband, but a present and a past. you don't have the authority to determine what's truly sad unless you know Gods will for a persons life. it's truly sad for any broad who aint me. yes, for them it is truly sad. because they have no future with him and invested their time in what God purposed for me, and wasted their time, and believed in false hopes and deceptions. that is truly sad.

..."god doesn't want his daughters to be treated like that"....all females are not the daughters of God, 1st of all...matthew 25:33...some are the daughters of satan..matthew 13:38...Gods word is unalterable. "we are queens"....no. some of us are queens. some will set you up and try to steal what God created for you. some are $2 hoes. will try to get over on a n*gga by any means neccessary. try to take your life and steal everything God created & purposed for you IF THEY COULD AND WOULDN'T GIVE A F*CK ABOUT IT! THAT'S NOT A QUEEN. THAT'S A B*TCH AWAITING THE EXECUTION AND JUDGEMENT OF GOD. stop letting smiling faces and makeup fool you. delilah wasn't a queen. jezebel wasn't a queen. all women aren't queens. as long as they can come up off a n*gga. try to advance their career, their agenda. and don't give a damn about a n*gga. that's not a queen. that's an opportunist. but God told me any broad who thinks she's advancing her career or anything else, OFF OF FORNICATING, D*CK SUCKING, OR ANY OTHER SINFUL BEHAVIOR with my husband, her career is going straight down the toilet. THINK IT'S A GAME? GOD IS NO JOKE. even if they look like they're prospering, it's an illusion. Gods word is never defeated. i told you He perfects that which concerns me, and allows nothing to be stolen from me. God redeems time itself. He'll snatch back every penny and every hour that he meant to be put in my hands. oh yes, baby! my God is a bad muthaf*cka. matthew 13:30..he does things on His timing. He has the patience to lay in the cut, then boo-yah, time to pay the piper baby! thought you was gettin over thru sin and fornication. thought you was advancing your career thru trying to lay down with my husband? God got that sewed up too. 360 degrees around, God got it sewed up. when He says He perfects, He perfects. He's a God of exactness. down to the number of hairs on my head..."this is not the example of a man God would design for any woman". you're lying on God right there. He designed wayne for me. you better check yourself, and stop talking about things you don't know. he has to change? there are many great qualities about wayne, that need no changing at all. we all need to change in some respects. he is changing. he's a good man, becoming a better man. He prays which is what i love. He has his own relationship with God. i love him for that...."he hooks up with other chicks and has no intention of ever being faithful or respectful to any of them". how can a man respect you, when you don't respect yourself? he doesn't owe them his respect or faithfulness. he knows they're not being respectful to God and His will for their own life. He knows who his wife is. how is he going to respect them? how is a man going to respect any woman he knows comes after him sexually, or allows themselves to be used, when he knows they're not his wife? he knows they're not worthy of respect. nobody is disrespeting them. they're disrespected themselves when they chose to disobey Gods rules, and try to use their body as vessels of fornication to try to steal what God purposed for another woman. the end. he'll never respect that, he's not suppose to. he doesn't owe any woman his respect or faithfulness but his own God ordained wife. don't u understand? anybody else is unauthorized to even be in his life in a romantic or sexual capacity. sinning against God doesn't get you respect. it's gets you punished. you act like it's all on him. if you see a man is hooking up with other chicks with no intention of being faithful, why would you lend yourself to something like that? i'm here, because this is my God ordained place, as waynes wife, and i'm supposed to be here. i'm in my own territory. and still i don't lend my body to be used until a n*gga gets his mind right. but why are these other broads trying to be here? because they're lost. i've gone thru, but i've gone thru in my own real life, being where i'm supposed to be, where God placed me. for the calling of God. and i have a reward for what i've gone thru, because i've gone thru for the cause of christ. they've gone thru because of being lost, and have no reward awaiting them, but punishment and judgement. please see the difference. i guess some broads want to say they've been with a star. but when they see the judgement awaiting them, they'll wish they hadn't tried to f*ck with mine....if his name was troy carter would they be trying to sex him & claim him...you know the answer to that. hell no. broads are stupid. trying to claim what God purposed for someone else is useless, and will end in your embarassment. "none of those women are his"...you got that right..."a man should love his wife as christ loved the church"...you got that right. and wayne is growing into just that revelation. thats exactly how it's supposed to be. love your own wife as christ loved the church. hear that wayne? ..."he wishes he could f*ck all the girls in the world"....no he doesn't wish that. that was a song created to establish a manly image of himself. no more no less. wayne was and is still very hurt by all the things people have said about him after the pic of him & baby came out. and the comments made about the xxl magazine cover photo. making songs like this is just his way of trying to counteract that image. he is still reeling from that. that is why shortly after that pic came out, wayne started making a lot of sexually provocative, over the top songs, like p*ssy monster & such. and i wish i could f*ck all the girls in the world. it's to counteract that, which he is still reacting to. that's his way of trying to say, i'm straight. which we all know he is, but that got in his head and this is his way of proving his manhood. he tried to solve the problem by creating another problem, he gets that from his mother. we'll i'll just fix it by doing this. he's never going to explain this to you. you'd have to know him. but who could know him like his God ordained wife. nobody. they have a very simplistic & problemsome way of trying to "fix" things. you know it caused issues with us, but more importantly wayne has to answer to God for how he treats me, his God ordained wife. but a man feels he has to establish himself as a man by any means neccessary, when his manhood is under attack. wayne is growing. i didn't help the situation because when i saw the pic i cut into him like a hot knife thru butter. that's unnaceptable where i come from. i said more than i should have...which leads to the next topic, the babies...but i will get to that later.

The mentality of any young woman who chooses to even have physical contact with Lil Wayne TODAY is sad and baffling but it's a result of upbringing and/or self esteem. Toya wasn't raised by a strong mother and father who taught her that she was beautiful and deserved better. Her mom is a drug addict and her father wasn't there for her to teach her what she shouldn't accept from a man, and this is the result. As a little girl she tried to find love in a young boy who hasn't even found himself yet. And guess what, alot of women (white, black, puerto rican, etc.) between ages 19 - 25 have crackhead parents because the mid/early 80's was when they were born, when crack was a horrible epidemic, their parents were the age they are now and some are still on it - they weren't there for them, so these babies don't have no self esteem, education, love, etc. So their is a disconnect between what is true love and respect verses settling for what you can get cus it feels good to hear that this boy loves you. They never learned that.

For any chick to think she has a future with a young man like this is truly SAD. Why would you allow yourself to be a man's toilet, waste dump, raw hole to dump semen in on the one corner of the world and fly off to another state and dump semen in another raw hole. GOD doesn't want his daughters to be treated like this. We are Queens. This is not the example of a man that GOD would "design" for any woman. Not saying he can't be one day but he has to be CHANGED to do that. What do you really think of yourself if you are with a man who blatantly hooks up with other chicks and has no intention on ever being faithful or respectful to any of them. Why would you give him SO MUCH POWER over you. Why? so you can say I've been with a "star" and he told me he loved me, I'm his down ass chick - that's bull. If a man loves you he would be concerned about your well being, your sexual health, your mental health - all of that. Ask yourself if his name was Troy Carter and he had a UPS job would these women be sexing him, having babies and trying to claim him. I don't care if you were with him 20 years, none of these women are truly his. I pray that he truly learns his purpose in life thru God, give up the drugs, and knows that as a husband you are supposed to be faithful and love your wife like Jesus loved the Church. But right now he just wishes he can Fu*** All the Girls In The World and doesn't care that he is risking the chance that his daughter is going to have the same mentality these lost women will have. But I don't blame Wayne, Toya or none of these babies - you have to dig in their past - none of them have self esteem. All the money, diamonds, cars, platinum albums cant buy that. If you don't feel significant as a man in this world you can't make anyone else your priority, especially not a woman. Toya is on the right track though, she recognizes where her pain and wrong decisions stem from, she knew him before the fame and fell in love so it was hard for her but she'll make it , her and that pretty lil chocolate muffin of hers. Thank God she's not with him anymore. But Wayne come on, be an example to your lil princess, grow up.

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i survived alot. more than you know. this compton o.g. circa 1971 aint goin nowhere. you should have learned to respect the real. before you challenge someone, know what the f*ck your dealing with. make sure you're on the side of right, not wrong. cause if you're on the side of wrong, you will lose every time. God don't back up evil. He backs up good. He don't back up wrong, He backs up right. He don't back up lies, He backs up truth. you were defeated before you even started, because your cause was wrong, you were blind, didn't know what you were doing, didn't know what time it was, didn't know nothin about me, tried to defeat someone greater than you. a good rule to follow, is stay in your lane. stay on your level. don't try to compete with or challenge people on a higher level than yourself. if my husband who is a grammy winning rapper, who has graced the cover of rolling stone magazine & sold a million albums in 1 week says i'm on another level, you better f*ckin believe i am. if in his eyes i'm on another level, why the f*ck would you challenge me, bein on YOUR level? stupid, that's why. if HE fears me, why don't you? you're not smart enough to. smart people fear GOD. dumb people don't.
how is a domestic kitchen worker from the deep south going to challenge a corporate, fortune 500 company california girl? you didn't weigh the situtation properly. you couldn't have, you knew nothing about me. but even if you did, with your brain, you probably would have still tried to challenge me. you thought you was gonna steal my identity and give it to her? you must have thought you were mighty powerful. now she's stuck out there naked. that's what happens when you try to pretend to be me. wayne divorced her. so she don't have him. and God said he aint gonna let her steal a name He created for me & me only. so now what? who is she? she has no other identity but the one you tried to steal from me and give to her. which God said she can't have. so who is she. she has no identity. she is x. unknown. a u.w.o. unidentified walking object. i'm me, so who's she? she's used my name so long, she thinks it's hers. what she gonna do when i release my book, showing she's a fraud and a liar? with all the documentation i have of wayne declaring his love for me for the past 9 years? my book gonna come with something special, audio. you wanna pretend to be me, you gonna get spanked. you thought that sh*t was working. it ends in her calamity because God aint gonna let nobody lie on Him. it's gonna be shown that all these years she's been living in deception. thinking she's somebody that she's not. she's not really deceived. she knows the truth, she just doesn't want to face it. so she's actually willing to live a lie, to live an identity she knows doesn't belong to her. it's sad when all you have to establish an identity is pictures of an event born out of coercion & manipulation, that took place 5 years ago, that was ended long ago, because she's not me. she thinks she's making somebody mad and/or jealous. who's jealous of a lost broad, showing pictures from 5 years ago of an illegitimate event, that the man tells the world he only did for the sake of his daughter & because his mom pressured him to. he told that to the world, but he didn't tell the world about you. notice people saying, who is she? why is that? you're deceived. but only cause you're so weak and fragile headed, you'd rather live a lie than face the truth. like a little baby, "no, i won't give up the name", when, it was taken from you long ago. matter of fact, it was taken from you, because, in truth, it never was yours to begin with. because i am the only mrs. carter, *GOD* created & purposed 4 wayne. i could never be jealous of you or would ever want to be in your shoes, when i am his real, true God ordained wife. stop using my name and claiming my identity, antonia johnson. your gig is up. go out in life and find out who you are, while there still is time to. because you can't have my identity. no ones going to accomodate your childish whims anymore. it's time to grow up. everytime you call yourself mrs. carter, you're calling God a liar. because He says i'm mrs. carter. and when you challenge Him, He will defeat you. He's not going 2 let anyone steal my name or anything else He purposed 4 me 2 have. He says give it up and stop using my name. if u refuse, He will destroy you. you have been told. if God took the time to speak to me for years about how He created wayne & i as husband and wife, and speaks to me about our union, and prepared me for years as waynes wife, then God is not playing. keep trying to interfere in the things of God, little girl. it put a little crimp in your false story now didn't it? the tapes. wasn't expecting that. oh but there's plenty more to come. keep playing with God. he'll show you up as the liar and deceiver that you are. she's was gonna tell a lie about how wayne was her true love from the start, yadada....wayne didn't know love before me. not true love. high school bullsh*t, but not the love that comes from God only. i brought that. like only His true God ordained, God sent, true wife can. how u gonna tell a story about your "love", when i have proof he was calling me and pursuing me the whole time? you're bogus. he wasn't wrong in pursuing me, he's suppose to want to be with his real wife. he was wrong in trying to please his momma, and do what they continuously pounded in his head was the right thing for his daughters sake, when it was the wrong thing and sin against Gods true plans for his life. that was the wrong. people had it twisted. the sin and crime is in making a 15 yr old boy carry the load & responsibility of a man from the start. and in trying to put a little girl in the place God created for me. you tried to make her me. "we'll just pretend that you're her. we'll kill her, steal her identity and give it to you. don't worry bout her, i'll take care of her. leave it up to me". ignorant ass woman. she can pretend to be me, dress up like me, call herself by my name, but she can never be me. you can't switch me out with her. they tried to substitute ishmael for isaac. put the man made plan in place of the divine plan. God said, i don't think so. human beings aren't interchangeable. He knows where everyone belongs. what God has FOR ME, it is FOR ME. tried to put her in my place. you're a fool. you thought you was gonna give her my life? you think you're God. what made you think that? because nobody ever challenged you. because people were scared of you. cause you waynes momma? you thought you was just gonna get rid of the real one, and have your way. use a fool. you thought you was queen. you lonely. no problem. just tell your child to have a child. oops that was a mistake. we'll i'll just fix it by making him get married to the girl. another mistake. real wife in the way? just kill her with roots, that'll fix it. somebody needed to put you down a long time ago. you are simple minded with simple minded and dangerous solutions to problems. keep your hands out of people's lives, because when you put your hands on them, they end in destruction. the lost will become more lost under your "guidance". you don't have the intelligence, understanding, compassion or anything else that is required to guide peoples lives. you are dangerous and ignorant. thank God wayne had enough sense not to listen to you when you told him to put his tablet down, "he aint goin nowhere with that rappin stuff". if it was up to your ignorant self, he'd be workin at the local piggly wiggly baggin groceries. you can't see. you have no morals as far as i'm concerned. you get what you deserve. thought you could stop true love. if you don't lilke it, just mess it up. this is why jesus said matthew 10:35. he knew there were some people who were evil and would never change their ways. and when you choose God, you gotta take a stand. if choosing God means you choose him against your own family, so be it. God is going to see where your allegiance lies. He will test it. take a look at waynes eyelids and his back. see what he put ABOVE the c on his head. Gods will over jacidas. you're voice wasn't as great as you thought it was. it was great. but when it came up against God, he killed it. you should have been happy & honored God sent waynes true wife into his life. instead of trying to destroy our relationship. you may have got to see your grandkids. but you're not worthy. you can only see the bastards. you can never see the legitimate ones. beause i will never trust you. and for good reason. thanks for showing me who you really are. to be honest, i doubt God lets you live long enough to see them anyway, after all you did. you know wayne probably won't say it, but a part of him is happy i'm kickin your ass. he knows you've overstepped your boundaries for a long time, with your forceful, controlling, overbearing ways. he just couldn't say it because he's your son. somebody needed to put this out of control bear in her place. you had your own production goin, didn't you. the wayne & antonia show. you as the meistro. the puppeteer. controlling 2 little kids dangling on a string. it's your production. you got the set, the lights, the cameras. now everybody do what jacida wants, action! i came in and crashed the production. the real came in. you didn't like that. she's destroying my brainchild. my creation. my production! it was meant to be destroyed, because it's your production. it wasn't Gods production. get into the real world. you forgot psalm 127:1. when the Lord came in to do his thang you tried to destroy it. that's your way of solving things. just attempt to steal & rob. take it from who it really belongs to and give it to someone else. it's all good with you. you don't lose one wink of sleep at night. cause you're evil. you should have loved the fact wayne has a God fearing, faithful, chaste wife that will do him right and not wrong all the days of his life. but you had your mind set on your production. your production is being shown to be a lie. a fraud. a phoney. an imitator. 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i'd like to thank everybody who tried to kill the will of God for my life and for waynes life. you gave me a deeper relationship with my heavenly father, like i've never known. if i didn't have a problem, i wouldn't know that God could solve them. you showed me i have true love in my life, because you sure did a hell of a lot to try to destroy it, and it's still here. i already knew i was a survivor, but you re-inforced that 100 fold. you did nothing but destroy yourself & dig your own grave. there are many people throughout history who have tried to destroy the bible and remove it from the earth. they are dead. the bible is stil here. that's how it is. try to destroy God & you only destroy yourself. thank you for taking yourself out. because of the roots, i went thru much pain, heartache and sorrow. i lost my home, my car, was in a homeless shelter for awhile, was cofused, had problems in my relationship with wayne, had long periods of seperation, depressed, my fathers died, his body was found, i went thru katrina, barely survived a hotel fire, even though my pets died that i just found after a long search after katrina & much more. there were times i thought i was gonna die. ahhh...i know the enemies are rejoicing now. but wait. God has restored me greater than ever, and as for those who put the roots on me, he said it will cost them their very life.

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God's evicting out of my territory all the unauthorized broads who aint suppose to be there. no broad is inheriting what God ordained & purposed for me. He's slaughtering all the rebellious, those who try to challenge His will. that's why things go down so hard for some people. they keep trying to have something that aint Gods will. in truth, they're already defeated. already defeated when you set out on the wrong road, because Gods word can't be defeated. it can't be shown to be a lie. because it is the truth that will stand eternally. they defeated their own selves trying to build what never was Gods will...psalm 127:1 and plant unauthorized seed...matthew 15:13...God is casting nivea the hell out of our lives. she's been used by the devil for a long time to try to steal what God created for me. but she's defeated, as all the other broads are. times when the devil used my anger to not pray for my husband and our marriage because i was so mad at wayne, left him unprotected. thats when the devil sent nivea and other broads to try to steal what the devil knows God created and purposed for me. but the devil and his vessels are eternally defeated. i'm glad i can see in the spirit and am not moved by a persons looks, appearance, talents or demeanor. there will be many talented people in hell. God looks on the inside, man looks on the outside. a person being nice, sweet, can't save them. it's obedience to Gods will that saves them...matthew 7:21...people are deceived by the outside demeanor of a person. God looks on whether that person is doing His will or not. and you wouldn't have no way of knowing if a person is doing the will of God for their life, unless he revealed it to you. which he probably won't. because you need to know His will for your own life....luke 16:15. these broads are tools of satan used to try to confuse a man and destroy Gods will for our life. like delilah & jezebel. there are many angry broads out there, mad because they don't know where they belong or what they're suppose to be doing and they go through the land to try to destroy Gods will for other peoples life. if they can't find their way, they don't want nobody else to either. it's sick. but not here. God is slaughterin all these whores & their evil and casting them out of me & waynes life. their ass is thru. f*cked with the wrong b*tches man. you will always get the truth listening to me. the only person who can show you whats really going on is someone who hears from the Spirit of God. that's inside information like none other. it's a shame when somebody else knows more about whats happening in your own life than you do. but those who don't serve the Lord will always be subject to those who do....proverbs 14:19.

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what i go thru, i go thru 4 Gods will. there aint no other broad who can complain about what she goes thru in regards to my husband. because they're not even supposed to be nowhere near him in the first place. never was suppose to try to be in relationship with a man God created for me. they have no complaints or gripes that are legitimate, because them trying to be in his life is not legitimate. it's only legitimate when God called it to be. and i know what He called to be, because He's been showing me for 9 yrs now. i'm saying it over and over, like a crazy woman, because i know it's not registering in a lot of domes out there, they still don't get it, people are fighting the truth, lies have been shown to your eyes for so long...etc. to the extent the lies have been out there, the truth has to be repeated until you discern between the lies and the truth. everybodys not a fan of the truth. some people like lies & deception. but the truth will ALWAYS defeat lies, not vice versa. that's why the liars fear me so. they know this. that's why they tried to kill me and silence my voice. because they know the truth will defeat their lies and expose them. they thought they won, because i was so silent for so long. jesus was silent too. when he laid in the grave for 3 days, look like they defeated him. no such thing. he was silent, until he rose again, with all power in his hands. aint no stoppin God, His word or His people, quit trying. this is why it's so important to know His will for your life. because you will waste your time & emotions trying to be with a man he didn't purpose for you. nivea can't have my man. none of these broads can. and aint no need to get mad at wayne, for what God purposed for his life. wayne aint a rapist. he didn't make no girl fornicate. they chose to do that. they chose sin. everybody's responsible for their own actions. can't say somebody else deceived you. not here in america where we've all been taught the word of the Lord. not when there's a bible sittin right on the coffee table. you just aint tryna hear that. you just don't want to obey. eve tried to blame the sepent for deceiving her, adam tried to blame eve. the serpent was coniving, but they still got tossed out of the garden, now didn't they? had to work by the sweat of their brow. God don't allow for excuses. when you don't choose truth, the only thing left is deception. broads wanted to put their middle finger to God and disobey Him, when He gave them breath and life, food and clothing. want all His blessings, but don't want to obey Him. then get mad at wayne, cause they couldn't make him be with them when it wasn't Gods will. get mad at wayne, when they chose to be disobedient to God. when they chose to fornicate. when they wen't after a n*gga not theirs. won't ever take responsibility and say "i chose to sin against God and these are the consequences". always want to blame somebody else. wayne didn't cheat on antonia with me. he cheated on me with her. and any other broad. i'm the *ONLY* one God created for wayne. nivea's been in sin for a long time. that's why her punishment is great. the longer the sin, the greater the punishment. i don't wine or bitch. i know my part in some things jumping off. times i chose anger and not prayer. times i fell short and the devil deceived me. i know also things that were done that were just totally unjust towards me and i did nothing to cause them. all those responsible will give an account and bear their judgement. God keeps perfect order, even when things look like they're in chaos. He's still in control. people wanted their will and their sin, and i wanted Gods will and righteousness. when i get the results of my years of obedience, testing, going thru trials for the sake of God, they have the damn nerve to get mad. they're mad at me because they can't steal whats mine thru fornication, sin, coniving, deception, and lies. that's helluva nerve. but God brings the pain, the justice, the punishment, the judgement, correction, makes the wrongs right...turns injustice into justice. perfects that which concerns me. and they're mad. because they can't make my life, their life. how wrong is that, when a m*thaf*cka crawled over broken glass to get where they are, and you resent it. evil muthaf*ckas. should have been obedient to God like i was. should have known His will like i did. should have chose righteousness & not sin. chastity and not fornication. truth and not lies. obedience and not rebellion.

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ladybird...all this "sensless stuff" i post on here? the word of God is not sensless. instead of you griping about what i'm posting, you should be thankful & grateful. that someone who can give you the truth as revealed by Gods spirit is even revealing these things to you. because not everybody can. matter of fact, few can. most people can't hear from God because their sins seperate them from Him. they aint trying 2 hear, cause they're about their own agenda. let me tell you something since you think the word of the Lord is to be scoffed at as "senseless stuff"...proverbs 13:13. she'll "go from baby momma to wife, because she's worth it"??? when you don't know a person, you don't know what they're worth. stop running your mouth, when you don't know what you're talking about. "you don't need that zero in your life with all that drama he will bring". wayne didn't put no gun to this broads head and make her say yes to having a baby at 15 yrs old without thinking first. he clearly stated what his intentions were. will you have my baby? the smart broads said no. she could have too. he didn't hide his agenda. he didn't trick nobody. let a n*gga come up to me when i was 15 and ask me to have his baby. i'm knockin him out. you act like he tricked her. she made her own choices. wayne didn't tell nobody to try to kill the plans of God for his life and put roots on his real wife to try to harm her. stop blaming wayne for other peoples choices. you do dumb sh*t, you gonna get d*mb results. people always want to blame other people for the choices they make. you not puttin another damn thing on my husbands shoulders regarding this broad. He's not God. He's not her keeper. stop blaming him for her choices. grow up. and stop being stupid.

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as far as calling my husband a zero & a loser, you need to stop that nonsense. wayne is neither a zero or loser. why would you call him that. because he wasn't meant to be with this girl? because God had other plans for his life, he is a loser? i don't think so. wayne went above and beyond what most older men would do in trying to do the honorable and right thing. his intentions were noble. he tried to carry out a plan that HIS MOTHER came up with when he was 15 yrs old. he provided for his daughter. he went above and beyond what most 15 yr olds would do. he tried to carry the heavy burden his mom placed on him. they put it in his head over & over, "you gotta be there for them"...he tried to do what seemed right, but many times what seems right is actually wrong...proverbs 14:12...because it wasn't Gods will from the start and was ill thought out. he tried to fulfill his mothers wishes. and to be honest, i feel sorry for him for having such a heavy burden placed on his shoulders at such a young age. none of you know what its like to be a young male, at his level of fame, with temptation constantly coming your way and hoes constantly trying to throw the p*ssy at you. wayne also has to overcome the foolish guidance that has come from his mother...and her overbearing, forceful ways. the only father that cared for him was murdered. you can't judge him. people always want to judge but haven't walked 1 hour in your shoes. wayne is not a loser. he is learning and growing. he hasn't had a normal life. a lot of his childhood had to be sacrificed to get to the level he is at now. he works constantly. he deals with a lot. he could have had 20 baby mommas by now. with all the broads throwin themselves at him, for all these years. he's been in the industry since he was a kid. i know mailmen who have more baby mammas. i could never excuse bad behavior or sinful behavior, even with temptation, because God made wayne a wife complete in all aspects. the devil just tried & tried to destroy our union, when i wasn't there, the devil sent nivea or others. but God has already shown me he will judge them, because you can never sin with my husband and prosper...i'm waynes real family and the children that come from my womb are his legitimate children. every person is responsible for knowing Gods will for their own life. wayne has to receive his punishment just like those who tried to prosper through their sinning with him. we all have to answer to God...but some of us have more to answer for than others

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this is why she's lost now. trying to give people false hope, in order to make them feel better. ever hear the saying the road to hell is paved with good intentions? thats how she got there. lettin people tell her anything. believing whatever. i come with chapter & verse and in revelation of what the spirit reveals to this chosen remnant jew. you're a fool, ladybird, 4 telling me to get help, know jesus, after everything i've already written. it's obvious i do know him. i love when gentiles try to school jews though. i get a little chuckle. how bout u read what i wrote and really think about it. since you were born in 69, you'd be around 40, so you should know better than to come at me like that. trying to correct someone who knows what they're talking about. people won't consider me normal by any means? i'm not the norm or average by any means. didn't you hear wayne say i'm on another level? i don't want to be considered the norm. as far as what "people" think of me or consider me, i don't know anyone named "people". i could care less what strangers think of me. i have the love of my family & friends & am in right standing with God, in good relationship with Him, most of all, and do what i want to do. what the hell would i care about who people i don't even know consider me. baby, my life is full, my blessings overflow. Gods true people are not the norm by any means, but we are a pucliar people....exodus 19:5, deuteronomy 14:2, psalm 135:4, 1 peter 2:9...read it. when you say no man is worth all this, you are right on that. if this was about man, i'd been gone. but it aint about man. it's about Gods will, which is what i've been saying to your deaf ass. i stopped living for man long, long ago. this is not about ego, celebrity, fame, money or whatever else people who are fleshly/worldly minded can think of. i've been about God, long before i met wayne. my roots run deep. my relationship with wayne sprang OUT OF my relationship with God. because it is of God. Gods will & His plan. at the time i first started talking to wayne, couldn't nothing come into my life BUT Gods will. He let very few people near me. i was/am sanctified (set apart)..whatever came into my life had to get through Him 1st. i don't do things for man. i do them for God. God says i'm the only mrs. carter, that's what i say, john 12:49-50. if he said i was i hairdresser, i'd be telling you i was a hairdresser. if he said i was a ballerina, i'd be telling you i was a ballerina. i didn't make myself THE ONLY MRS. CARTER GOD CREATED & PURPOSED 4 WAYNE. i didn't call myself. i answered the call of God for my life. the end. people are just mad, jealous, whatever, that i am called as that. they wanted my place. God said no, they're mad at me. but in reality they're mad at God, and the way He chose to do things. so their battle never was with me, it was with God. to contend with me about the word or try to correct me is useless. i know the word. i don't speak unless i know what i'm talking about. i've been challenging pastors in the word when i was 12 yrs old. i've been in the word for 25 years. on the regular for 19 yrs. no brag, just fact. i'm my authentic self, crazy and all. i'm not trying to be a clone like 90% of these people out here are. i'm me, 2 hell who don't like it. most people don't even know who they are. too busy trying to blend in & do whats "acceptable", whatever that is. i was born free, not a slave, not a clone, not a copy. an original. you sound foolish telling me what my own husband is or isn't reading. stop telling people things you don't know about in order to make them feel better. calling her a "strong, black woman", when you don't even know her. strong black "women", don't play on your phone. they don't try to destroy the plans of God for peoples life, because they're immature and can't accept the guy they want is not Gods will for their life. that's not a strong black woman, that's a lost, misguided, child. they certainly don't pretend to be other people. when a woman is strong, she's not hanging on to what is not Gods will for her life. and just hanging around, trying to make a name off a 5 minute mistake a man made, who was never really there in the first place, because he was loving me, his real wife. that's not strong, that's weak, sad and pathetic. people say anything...."one day God will bless you with someone who loves you for you...". that's not what God showed me by revelation of the holy spirit. where are you getting your info from? i'm getting mine directly from the holy spirit as revealed to my spirit. one of the reasons wayne was scared of me is i have a tendency to tell him things to come and they happen, aka prophesy. he wasn't used to dealing with broads like that. you're just talking just to talk. i speak on the authority of the Holy Spirit. you're just talking to make people feel good, which is actually harmful. because it gives them false hope. you don't know what God's going to do one day unless the Holy Spirit reveals it to you. be quiet when you don't know what you're talking about. let people get the true word & receive the just punishment for their evil deeds, micah 5:15. where does it say you can steal and be blessed. you can try to destroy Gods plans and be blessed. you're deceived. and a person who is still trying to do evil is showing that there is no repentence, so their judgement is a sure as the sky is blue. that's why God killed pharoah, he wouldn't stop. but at this point, the Lord has already shown me, no matter what happens, it's too late. they crossed that point of no return a long time ago. there comes that day when no matter what you do, the judgement is coming, because you did too much evil for too long. when noah started working on the ark, it was already too late for the people to be saved. the 5 wise and 5 foolish virgins, matthew 25:2...the 5 foolish did try to make things right in the end, but it was too late. judas who betrayed jesus. he did try to take the silver back, but it was too late...matthew 27:3...but by that time he was already condemned, he found no place of repentence. revelation 22:11...it's too late. if it got to the point where you're hearing these words, its too late. it never had to be taken this far. God knows some people will never do right, they will go on and on with their evil until they are destroyed, like pharoah. some people give God no choice. it's that simple. He's not going to let a person destroy His will in order to fulfill the whims of a child. when i see God has given people years to get it right, and they still refused, i already know what time it is. i'm not new to this. seen it many times before. soddom & gammorah, noahs flood, pharoahs army, the tsunami, katrina...he brings the punishment. God is the same yesterday, today & forever. He, nor His people, nor His will are to be f*cked with. there is no hope in trying to steal an identity that God says belongs to someone else. i don't care if a person is looking like they're prospering in the thing, Gods words are never defeated. you can't build a life on a lie. on something stolen. her very presence is there due to child abuse. the abuse of waynes mother in telling her child to have a child. without thinking you say yes to having a baby at 15 yrs old. how u gonna come in through child abuse, have a "mother" try to strong arm her will on her son to try to make him marry this person, try to kill his relationship with his real wife, and try to cause all kinds of problems in his relationship with his real wife, and manipulate the sons mind because he's young, to force your will above Gods, try to bring problems for years into a couples life, whom God has joined together, lie and say you are the real wife by calling yourself mrs. carter, and everything ends up a ok? you're deceived. nowhere in the bible does it even attempt to say you can do all that to Gods people and He will bless you. the bible does say, He will bless those who bless me and curse those who curse me (his people israel/jews)...genesis 12:3. it does say God will avenge his own elect speedily...luke 18. it does say vengeance is mine, i WILL repay saith the lord..hebrews 10:30, it does say whatsoever a man soweth, THAT shall he also reap..galatians 6:7...but it doesn't say you can do all kinds of evil to people and ride off into the sunset...otherwise God wouldn't be a God of justice & judgement, which i know he is. i can't help what God reveals to me.

Honey, do you need a hug? You need JESUS! No man is worth all the senseless stuff you post up here! Besides, Wayne's not reading any of it, baby! Keep your entries in a journal for your eyes only; because people will not consider you normal by any means. Get help, seek GOD, JESUS SAVES!

You do not need that zero back in your life with all that drama and baggage he will bring. Concentrate on YOU and you'll be ok. So what if you don't speak proper english @ times; but who does? Nobody is perfect; and as long as you put GOD first in your life, you will be better off , you and Reginae. I like the"Tiny and Toya" show. It's reality TV, it's supposed to be unscripted and rehearsed; and often times, you may hear improper english. So, to all the haters who are dissing her, she doesn't need you to validate her. Simply put,do not watch the show. GOD will bless you with someone who loves you for you and not because you're Wayne's ex. I say later for that loser, no matter how much money he makes. He is still a baby daddy with a couple of baby mamas. One day you'll go from baby mama to wife because you're worth it. Don't give any man milk when he can buy the cow. You are a strong and beautiful black woman in your own right. Good luck on getting that book deal! Carrine Steffans did it, and so can you!

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was pretending to be someone else worth God bringing the judgment He's bringing? you're sad & sorry. it wasn't worth it. a few stolen moments of deceiving folks into thinking you're me. doing wickedness is stupid, because He destroys the wicked, psalm 7:11, psalm 9:5, psalm 9:16, psalm 11:6, psalm 34:21, psalm 37:10, psalm 75:10, psalm 101:8. your name should be X. X = unknown. your identity is unknown. who are you? you're not mrs. carter, that's my God given identity, so who are you? i'm waynes wife. his real wife. you're an imposter. that's why when you tried to sit in my seat, God made you get up. when you tried to put on my wedding dress, He made you take it off. when you tried to marry my husband, my husband divorced you. you know this and yet you STILL do dumb shit. bringing forth old pictures to claim an identity and authority that never was yours. you just didn't think i'd reveal all this. man you're deceived. big time. and truly pitiful. in the words of my God given husband, wayne, "i'm me, so who are you"? you took wayne's attempt at having pity on you by calling you "mrs. carter" on myspace, 4 real. that was his ill thought out way of feeling sorry 4 you. cause you just keep hanging around, lost with nowhere to go. don't know where you belong or what you're suppose to be doing. because you're not supposed to be pretending like you're me. so what are you suppose to be doing? you don't know. you got far too carried away, and nobody put brakes on you. it's too bad people around you didn't check you. they probably tried, but you probably didn't listen. fools never do. you took confidence in those who supported you, when they didn't know they were supporting a fraud. you think b.e.t. can back you up, when God is backing you down? they're not bigger than God. no corporation, no celebrity, no person, or group of persons can defeat the Word of the Lord, proverbs 21:30. there is no support against the Lord. if He's bringing you down, you goin down. and no one can save you. i see right thru those pictures you put up. cause i know wayne was loving me the whole time. and you're not me. God let you try it. just to show you, he's not yours. keep trying. keep reaching. wayne is learning to respect the will of God, in word and deed. it is blasphemy 4 him to call you by a name God created for me alone. and he will have to answer for having done that. He didn't realize the seriousness of it, because he's still growing and learning. i'm the one who has been in the word for over 19 yrs, not wayne. but you took his mistake in calling you mrs. carter, way too far. he knows he can call you whatever he wanted, because legally and on paper, WHERE IT COUNTS, he divorced you. you have no legal rights as his wife. because you're not his wife. so throw ol girl a bone. if she wants to get her head filled with air, and pretend to be mrs. carter, let her believe what she wants to. he cut it off where it counts. but even in calling you my name, God aint even going to allow that, because it's a lie against Gods truth. because God don't want nobody calling someone else by my name He created for me. so you have no identity. you trusted in jacida? that brain? the brain that told her child to have a child cause she was lonely. the brain that couldn't recognize the talents in her son and told him put his tablet away, because he ain't goin nowhere with that rappin. but when he wins grammy awards, she wants to jump her fat ass up on stage. the brain that lost her mind when an r&b singer called to check on her son, but when God Almighty sent to her son the wife He created & purposed for him before the foundation of the world, she tries to destroy that relationship. that's the brainpower you trusted in? with that level of judgement, i guess she'd be the 1 who knows what she's doing. i guess she would know what's best for a persons life. wayne said she's not too smart

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a lie can't go the distance with the truth. satans plan can't successfully defeat Gods plan. u didn't think this all the way thru. but then again, how could you with your brain? where you goin with this? where you takin this? you can't take it anywhere. the path is cut off. there is no future in frontin. how you gonna build a life on somebody elses identity? how you gonna pretend to be them when they're still walking around here on earth? at the very least kill them and then take on their identity. oh, you tried that already. and failed. i forgot. the roots failed. did you know when you try to kill a child of God and fail, God will kill you? daniel 6:16-24. do you know why that theme plays in movies. when a person tries to kill someone and fails, the person who attempted the killing is then killed. kill bill. they shot her in the head. she came out of the coma, killed every one. get rich or die trying. he was shot 9 times. lived. the person who tried to kill him, got killed. that theme plays in movies because it's based on a spiritual law. i don't have to kill my enemies, God kills them for me. can you use the excuse the devil made you do it? the devil is the author of all evil. but we will stand before God in judgement to answer for the things we've done. not sometime far off in the distance, but on this earth. in this lifetime. and people, along with Satan, will be cast into hell. so no you cannot use that excuse. if so judas could have used it for the devil clearly entered into him & caused him to betray jesus, john 13:27. but judas had to pay the cost for what he did and his future was horrific, mark 14:21. because Satan can't just use anybody. if he could he'd use everybody. now u got an angry God to contend with, because you tried to kill a daughter of Abraham, the 1 whom he has sent. you dug your grave long and deep, you've been diggin it for a long time. shouldn't have took pleasure in evil. shouldn't have been willing to cheat, conive, lie, and hurt innocent people. Gods people. take it like a woman. you did the crime, do the time. don't try to escape. you bad enough to try to destroy the plans & purposes of God, try to hurt his children, and lie on him, be willing to take the punishment. all i survived in life and you thought you was gonna take me out? you took yourself out. all of yall who tried to take me out, whether i know who you are or not, God knows. the one who matters (God) knows,. the one who has the power to cast you into hell knows. the one who has your heartbeat in His hands knows. he said he will kill each and every person who tried to destroy my relationship with wayne, because He put it together, the same evil people who despise God, try to get in His face to get blessings from him, but it don't work that way...luke 10:16. how you gonna attempt to tear down what He's doing and think He's gonna bless you? you're deceived. you don't know who you are. you're an enemy to God. how you over 18 and don't know right from wrong. don't know theft is wrong? don't know trying to hurt people is wrong? you're a liar. you couldn't win fair and square, so you tried to win with evil. win by cheating. but there is no such thing. when has n.o. ever tried to do things fair & square? is n.o known for fairness, justice, righteousness? or is it known for corruption, murder, gettin over on a n*gga by any means neccessary? you just picked the wrong b*tch. thought i was a duck. even when you look like you're getting away with it, God is never mocked. the Word of the Lord done caught up with you, overtook you and slaughtered you. like it always does. doesn't matter who supports you or how many...people who support evil people will go down with the evil people, proverbs 13:20. doesn't matter how many people, it's just as easy for God to take out 1 million as it is to take out 1 person, proverbs 11:21, psalm 91:7. there is no challenge to Him. whoever want to jump up against Him, gettin slaughtered. people need to see in the spirit. folks, what do you think a good person is? someone who looks like a good person, acts like a good person. somebody who smiles? every time they find a serial killer, they say "oh he was no nice". the devil loves to clothe himself up as a good person. that's how u get deceived. a "good person" doesnt try to harm Gods plans. a good person doesn't try to harm innocent people & steal the life God ordained for them. you can do wrong for a little while, but after so many years, you just showing you're the seed of Satan. no "good person" can continuously do evil. i know my God. i know in these 8 yrs, He's been showing you wayne aint yours. you just didn't want to hear that. God never brings judgement without warning first. He's fair. so i know in 8 yrs, He's been telling you no. wrong way. turn back. you just refused to listen, thought you could do your own thang, force your will & plans over His. but not. when you get to hell tell satan angela sent you. he'll know who i am, he's been trying to kill me since i was a child. and failing. i'm sending some more to him, besides yourself, so tell him i have another batch on the way. tell hitler, he failed. we're still here.

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an excerpt of my husband accusing me of not being concerned. he's just bitching. he knows i love him. he was a handful, 2 say the least. he knows i'm sharing these, by the way

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...a short excerpt of wayne grilling me about "where i be in the daytime", when i was new to new orleans. i didn't know many people, but had a lot of business to take care of, being in a new city. he got angry with me because i said "i'm sure", when he told me he could have plenty more girls. he took my response the wrong way, got mad at me and hung up.

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i realize a lot of people don't like hearing what i'm saying. but people need to live in the truth and not denial. you have to bring people back down to earth. why get mad at me for who God created & purpose me to be? people get so invested in seeing a certain couples relationship work out. they shouldn't. unless they know that relationship is Gods will. some people don't like what i'm saying because they did just that. people are crushed when jen & brad don't make it. pay attention to your own life. make sure you're doing Gods will instead of getting all invested in other peoples business. all torn up because a certain couple didn't make it. make sure you make it. make sure you know what Gods will is for your own life. why are you wishing for a certain couple to be together when you don't know what Gods will is on the situation? Jesus said when you pray, pray that the Fathers will be done, matthew 6:10, luke 22:42.. some people don't like hearing this because i bust their bubble & showed them they been believing in a lie the whole time. a lot of people. thinking this person is waynes true love, that person is his true love. you don't know who his true love is unless the Father from heaven by his Spirit reveals it to you, 1 corinthians 9:2-16. until you know what God wants as revealed by HIm, hope in nothing. people try to convince wayne, you should be with her, no you should be with that 1, that's a good look for you. you don't know what a good look is for a mans life unless you know who God purposed for that man. that's the best look. Gods will. how you gonna know whats a good look for him, when you don't know whats a good look for you? people love to try to lead other people astray. people get caught up in lies & delusions. people don't like to learn they/'ve been hoping, trusting & believing in a lie the whole time. a lie can never be the truth. no matter how long you believe in it. length of time doesn't turn a lie into the truth. it just means you've been believing a lie for a long time. broadcasting a lie, won't make it the truth. repeating it over & over won't make it the truth. putting it on a magazine cover won't make it the truth. it started as a lie, it will end as a lie. most people don't know me. they never like the new girl. but i'm not the new girl. i've been here for nearly 10 years. i'm new to you, i'm not new to wayne. everything you hear me saying, wayne been knowing for years. my dedication to God, the whole nine. only some things are new to him over the past couple of years. i'm not the new girl. i'm the only girl. the *ONLY* 1 GOD CREATED & PURPOSED 4 WAYNE. and if God didn't plant it, you know what time it is...matthew 15:13. bye bye b*tches. plan of man, seed of satan, authored by the devil. nivea was sent into waynes life by the devil. these are the things that people find it hard to believe. because they're so deceived by physical appearances. if it looks good, it must be good. delilah looked good. she looked like a good look for sampson. it don't matter if a person is a nice person or not, if God didn't plant them there, they comin out. aint nobody else sittin in my seat but me. bottom line. aint nobody gonna forfeit the plan of God for their life, the place God purposed for them before the foundation of the earth so that misguided broads can live an illusion. pretend to be me. it's not gonna happen. and a bitch who struggles against Gods will he gonna just put her down like a rabid dog. He's tired of hoes. just like i am. he aint gonna struggle with you too much longer. keep tryin his patience. he just gonna demolish that ass. God has his time when He's had His fill of peoples stupidity. He did it in noahs day, sodoms day, with many people who tried His patience & tested Him. that's whats so dangerous about trying to conted with the people of God or the will of God. people look at you and say, she's just another broad just llike me. she has 2 titties, 2 arms 2 legs. i can take her. you can't take me. because i'm not making moves on my own authority. i'm doing it on the authority of God. thats why evrything and everybody who ever tried to knock me down, got knocked down and i'm still standing. you can warn dumb broads all day, and they'll still try it on you, because they're stuck on stupid. aint satisfied until they're destroyed. pharoah could have stopped at the first plague and let Gods people go. but he just had to keep trying God. so here comes plague number 2. .plague number 3. until God killed all the first born children. pharoah still wouldn't stop. so finally God killed him. the end. people give God no other choice. nivea hoped in lies, but she can't blame anyone but herself. inveted her time & emotions in what belongs to another woman. so did antonia. and whoever else. lost and misguided broads. God didn't send His son to suffer, bleed & die so that he would be ignored. it's costly to ignore the wisdom of God, ignore His instructions and just do your own thing. like He don't know what he talking about. like the created knows more than the Creator. it's costly to trust in lies. if Nivea had truly trusted in the Lord & been obedient to Him, like all humans are supposed to be doing, then she wouldn't have been deceived. to say a man deceived you is a cop out. yes a man can lie. but when you're obedient to God & hear from Him, you won't be deceived about what a man is telling you, cause the Holy Spirit will show you otherwise. you'll know he's bullsh*tting. God didn't say trust in man. He said truist in Him. no wayne is not the average n*gga. but it don't change the word of God. still applies. Nivea tried to steal what belongs to me thru fornication & sin. some men don't intentionally lie. some men are confused. they don't know what they really feel or they have so much temptation out there, work all the time, have so many people pressing on them, it can make for confusion. you put your body out there to be used and abused by a man in hopes of gaining love, that's on you. God didn't tell you to do that. you did that. i chose not to do that. but people got the nerve to get mad at me because i made right choices. wayne is not a rapist. he didn't make no broad have sex with him. hoes can't wait to fornicate & sin against God. if you're the vessel used by the devil to try to tempt and lure a man away from Gods will 4 his life, and you regularly oblige, what do you think your end will be? is wayne blameless? hell to the no. but he'll get his. but he's still my husband. i still love him. these broads aint married to me, wayne is. broads think they cook, look good, bat their eyelashes & a n*gga will fall. that's works on a certain level, not my level. all kinds of tips and tricks on how to please a man, but they don't tell you, first the man has to actually be yours then you please him. wayne is my husband according to Gods predestined will, and even so, he can't touch me physically until our honeymoon night. broads havin babies don't move me. they'll never go the distance with Gods will. they'll never last. just be deceived and disallusionsed. nobody to blame but themselves. they think havin a n*ggas baby is some type of game. some type of strategy. a stretegy to your downfall. if God has to perfect everything concerning me, where does that leave them? i already know, i'll let Gods actions speak for themselves. every single one is in danger of the judgement of God. that's all broads who try to have a romantic or sexual relationship with my God ordained husband. even a weekend rendezvous. that includes groupies who try to have sex with my husband on the tour bus, or hotel. that includes all whores, hoes, females, the lost & misguided. he belongs to me per GODS DECREE. all who try to touch him sexually will be judged. it's dangerous to hear these words and be hard headed. because you won't even be able to tell God you didn't know...cause He knows you heard me....john 15:22. when a man is not ruled by God, he makes something else His God. nowadays its t&a. oh those hips. oh drop it, pop it, clap it. theres only one remedy for breaking whores & that's the holy ghost. what i got is greater than what they got. the Spirit is greater than the flesh, john 6:63. and i got the looks, the body & the moves in addition. i'm a whore killer. a demon slayer. i see now why God made me the way he did, long before i met wayne on this earthly plane. He knew what i would encounter in the future & equipped me well. He knew who he had for me long before i did. this is why you shouldn't let people believe they're someone/something that they're not. her only identity is someone elses identity. she has no identity. don't know who she is or where she belongs in life. God is not going to let her keep pretending to be me. She's trying to make a name off of a lie. off of pretending to be me. if that's the case, and it is, anything built on top of the lie is going to come tumbling down. because what springs out of a lie, is a lie also. it is a spiritual principal. if the root is a lie, the tree is a lie, the leaves are a lie, the fruit is a lie, so on, matthew 7:17. lie's can't yield the truth, and truth can't yield lies. like produces like. if something (tv show, magizine interviews, etc) spring from lies or deception, God will chop it down, proverbs 12:19. you can't build your life on lies. liars have no future, proverbs 19:5, proverbs 19:9. this why you should take heed to the instruction of the Lord, because He is never played. but all who try to play Him, get played. wayne is a powerful man. but not more powerful than God. wayne can't make null & void the word of the Lord. God is not going to let her pretend to be me. so now what? she has no identity. you can never gain thru evil and theft. that's why greed is 1 of the 7 deadly. she could have accepted her lot in life, been satisfied with that, not come up against the true wife and true will of God, she would have been ok. but she had to be greedy. and when the real 1 sent by God showed up, had to try to defeat her. she knew all that wayne has wasn't for her. she knew it wasn't that easy to just have a n*ggas baby and come into all that God created for me. that didn't even seem normal to her. she knew all that wasn't for her. she wouldn't accept it. wanted more than was alloted her. wanted what was mine. by any means neccessary. she couldn't have wayne. so she tries to steal my identity. but she can't have that either. wayne divorced her on paper and legally, where it matters, but still let the broad go on saying she's mrs. carter, so it feels like she has something, because he tries to be to nice. he needs to stand up more, he knows that, hence the tat on his back, give me the courage 2 face lifes trials and not from troubles run. but it aint nice to let people live a lie, especially one that defies God word. this broad is just THERE. hangin there. out of place. now she got it in her head she's me. and God is not happy when people lie on Him, because He created that place for me alone. how is she me when i'm me? even though he showed her, by divorcing her, she's not me. she goes down hard, because she still tryin to fight the truth. she knew and knows i am the real 1. the other broads didn't know i existed. that's whats so nervy. knows she's not the real 1 and will lie TO THE WORLD. that's desperation. i may sound hyped up, but everything i'm telling you is true. i may go 100 mph, but at least i go in the right direction. she went 100 mph in the wrong direction. if anything wayne says contradicts Gods word, guess who's word will prevail?

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God gave me a word this morning. He don't like nobody lying on Him. calling themselves by a name HE created 4 me. i told you this is a battle between good and evil. jesus & satan. guess who is defeated? guess who already won the battle? people don't know themselves. when jesus said one of you will betray me, 1 by 1 his disciples asked, is it me? good question. because it shows he knows you better than you know yourself. He aint lettin nobody pretend to be me. don't matter how long you think you got away with it. don't matter how long people believed a lie. don't matter how many people believed it. God corrects, God changes, God judges. theres a passage in the bible where it says man is set to do evil because his sins aren't judged right away, so he thinks he got away with them. but judgement day always comes. God is not mocked. this is His world. all in 1 day it catches up with you. it's bad to be judged on the way to being judged. to be found a liar, a deceiver, a perpatrator, a vessel of the devil. it has already occured. all a person has to do is ask God what the truth is on everything i'm saying. you wouldn't think evil would be so bold. people think theft is a matter of stealing something physical. they don't think about identity theft. real identity theft. to the point you get on magazine covers & tv claiming to be who God says i am. claiming to be me. you wouldn't think a person would take it that far. someone said on here, it's sad she would want the spotlight that bad. baby you had no idea how bad she wanted it. but you do have some knowledge & sight into this trying to correct me, didn't know what time it really was. identity theft. trying to switch your life with another persons and pretend to be them. it sounds wild. crazy. insane. unbelievable. blows your mind. incredible. outrageous. and yet i found, its true. they say truth is stranger than fiction. i can vouch for that. sounds like something out of a sci fi novel. i'm not unaware of that. evil has helluva nerve. i mean helluva nerve. she just thought the coast was clear. so silent and quiet. i think i conquered her...he he he. is it safe to come out now and pretend to be her? baby, greater is HE that is in me than he that is in the world. I have power to tread on serpents and scorpions and over ALL the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt me. i told you i was a demon slayer. just like grandma lillian. straight whoopin demon ass. there are those the devil influences, but then there are people who do his work consistently, for many years. they are showing you they're the devils seed. they do his work and come against the people of God, and the will of God for peoples lives. they are the devils dedicated vessels. he can count on them, rain, sleet or snow. some people think if a woman is cute, acts innocent, she must be. the devil can't come disguised as a cute, soft spoken woman. bullshit. he will come as an angel of light. he's not going to appear as freddy krueger. you think a woman has to be ugly to be of the devil? don't be deceived by your physical eyes. one of the devils favorite tools is women. evil women. because they can be quite effective 2 unsuspecting men and others. the FIRST wrong thing the devil did in the bible was to go for eve. and get her to try to trick adam. she did and you know the end result. you think eve was ugly? you think delilah was ugly? she blinded sampson, the man of God, took his strength and set him up to be killed. shortened his lifespan. it aint a game. that's why i'm hard on the devils ass. every major evil started small. you got to nip it in the bud early. people gonna have to brace themselves listening to me. because i speak the cold, hard truth without respect of persons. that is the only way to effectively deliver the word of God. i can't be bribed. or sell out 4 money, or be turned out. all that has been tried on me since a child. people need to see in the spirit. every seed planted on this earth wasn't planted by God. people think all babies are the same. all babies are not the same. no sir. if it looks cute, it must be good. you better know God, and bump what man says. but what's not planted by God will be rooted up, matthew 15:13. especially when it comes to my life. it's dangerous to f*ck wit this woman. stumblin into this womans God ordained territory. trying to seduce this womans husband, try to get over on him, have babies by my husband, that God didn't authorize, because God has been showing me His will. i found that God lets people think they've gotten away wit sh*t for awhile...He's on His timing, psalm 37:13. that's what's so deceptive. judgement rarely comes instantly. judgement day isn't somewhere far off in the distance. people are meeting their judgement day everyday here on earth. just watch the news. God says the games are over. HE'S not letting anyone pretend to be me or steal what HE created, purposed and ordained for me. "the official antonia carter myspace page"??? no. more like "the official perpatrator, impersonator & wannabe mrs. angela carter, who is the ONLY God created, God purposed, and God ordained true wife of wayne" "the official vessel of the devil selling lies to your eyes, who has no identity of her own, so im going to try to steal another womans name and identity and pretend to be her, because my future not looking so good", "the official deceiver, who, because i'm so lame and pathetic, will try to build a life on a mistake a man made when he was young, pressured by his momma, and thinking of his child. even though i know thats not me, i am a great pretender"...this broad had the nerve to have on her myspace page, "r.i.p to all you fake bitches who died trying to be me", when she's the fake b*tch PRETENDING TO BE ME, who tried for years to destroy the will of God & failed miserably, because all who come against Him, do....